dinky was here?

REALITY OR FAIRYTALE?

2006-06-06T19:21:00.000-07:00

well,yes,yesterday has been bad,real bad as one thing gets worser after another.the most frustrating thing was that my brother's card has been confiscated.damn the old man.at least be a good sport instead of giving nasty remarks.this shall be remembered,6/6/06.

yeah.and im really beginning to wonder about the stuffs around me whether they're all for real or not.most importantly,i wonder if what people say to each other really are true.i wonder if they really mean it.i mean,you dont know whats going on in someone's mind so you can't tell exactly.i just dont get it.i wonder what are the things that have been going on behind my back.the things that i didn't know of and all those talks about me.i wonder if they really true to me.i mean thats what they tell me la.TRUST is not a small word.unless you fully understand the person,you can never say you trust them fully.you'll sure to have doubts about them sometimes when you begin to think about the situation.

the fact is,i'd rather receive the truth.truth hurts sometimes,accept it.its better than to be lied to or not told about something.that hurts much more.as patient i can be about this,im beginning to really ask myself.sure i know thats reality,and it had to come out at a far better time.how am i supposed to feel about this?i feel as if its just another one of those.and now i feel terribly traumatised though i do not want to show it.maybe you guys should reflect a bit on how you have been treating people or maybe even me and see what have you done.think about it.how would they feel?

sorry,i dont whine this much is just that i bet you all know this too,feelings cant be kept inside for too long.ive just got to let it out.so yeah,think about it.its no use for me to complain.ill just make you feel bad.

dinky

GENERAL MISTAKE

2006-06-06T05:55:00.000-07:00

it could have been a coincidence but bad things couldnt have happen on a better day,6/6/06.yes.

1)forgot my ez link.had to go home and get it.
2)got fined.

aiya,its no use talking about it.i really have to find a way to support myself.i just can depend on people to support me.i told aaron that i wanted my job back.he'll call me again.i really should do something worthwhile than waste my time.

pissed.

dinky

THE CHANGE

2006-06-05T05:39:00.000-07:00

OH NO!!!

im gonna cut my hair tomorrow at yaya's area there.i wonder whats gonna happen after the cut.but nvm,i trust yaya and her taste.

Knock Knock
The Pink Spiders
Knock knock knock
before you enter cause the chances are I'm with another
on the floor all tangled up trying to forget when we were sober
so knock knock knock
before you enter cause the chances are I'll be with whoever had a car to drive me home
and alcohol to last until the morning
for every argument I did not start for every chance you get to break my heart
I face another skirt chase I think I'm taking someone home
for every smile I see you shoot his way for every indiscretion I will make you pay
it's just another skirt chase I don't wanna be alone
and I think I've got the right idea and I think I'm taking someone home
so knock knock knock before you enter baby I've told you once before
knock knock knock before you enter baby I'm not asleep behind that d

dinky

LOSING IT

2006-06-02T11:37:00.000-07:00

its at 2am.

ill tell u nicely,u wanna contact her,do it when its not the time when someone shud be sleeping.and please,dont act good infront of me.

dinky

THIS IS MR BROWN

2006-06-01T23:31:00.000-07:00

hello,im blogging again.i forgot to blog about this animal that lives in my house sia.how could i forget about him.he's orange with white here and there.he has round pupils.he likes to go downstairs and shagg other females.i think so la.he comes back home meow-ing wanting for food and only food.if not,all through the night he will be noisy.

okay,he's gone again.where to?downstairs again la i guess.nothing better to do but go down.weveryday without fail.cats have feelings too i guess?they need love and to have sex too i guess?well maybe its true.

i wonder who's your no.1
lets see how long will this go on....

dinky

HEART DESTRUCTION

2006-06-01T22:34:00.000-07:00

i found myself in this world of favouritism.everyone,i mean most people would rather stick or change cause of favouritism.boundaries broken and whether it be good or not,its still gonna change.i find myself quite irritated with the fact that i observe,listen,and keep it to myself.this is dinky.i dont open up to you and just say personal stuffs so openly.i choose to share it to one person.

i dont care and i wont do anything to change it.dinky is dinky,no change.same goes to all the humans out there.if they expect something else than they got the wrong person instead,find go and find that someone.dinky has been messed up lately with boredom taking over this sacred land of peace in me.i can't think right anymore,not like when i was schooling.i can't wait for school to start.everything's gonna be back to normal again.i promise you that.

favouritism,favouritism.i tell you everyone may not seem the way they are the last time.admit it and you might know it too.ya.who stays the same way after a long long time?people change overtime so live with it.and if the change is just something which you just dont wanna be part of,just pack,leave.a sad story,but true.

there's always a point of time where people take some time off to sit and just to think about what's really going on around you.your friends,cousins,loved ones,your gf/bf.you think whether all of this is true.well i know i do.i think whether it was really meant to be or is it just another one those short cuts,well short cuts dont work.sometimes it does but most of the time it doesn't.so dont be angry aout it,we're young and there's nothing we can do to change it.only time will.

i listen.i observe.i think.i wonder.i ask myself.

dinky.

THE REVOLUTION LIVES ON

2006-05-31T05:49:00.000-07:00

okay,yes.i blogged like 3 times a day i guess.i sent yaya to school today in the morning at about 830 i guess.im always late in the morning.not a morning person i guess?ya,so she went in the school and im left to find something to do.so,my brain picked up something which i've read in a previous newspaper that internet connections can be found in most parts of singapore.and if im not wrong,they did mention seng kang.so,as im in seng kang,i thought of giving it a try.i just needed to find the best sitting place.

i found myself sitting at a void deck alone with my girlfriend in hand.i switched on the WLAN switch on and tried my luck.my first attempt to get a connection was so fast that i could surf like for 20 mins i guess?yeah and then i had to be disconnected cause the owner somewhere in that area had switched the router off i guess?i dont know.anyway,i got another connection again not long after.so surfed and blogged-a short one.

after yaya went out went to her friend's place to watch a movie.im sorry,i still can't get her name right.rel something i guess.ya,stood there watching who i think is the adik playing around mischieviously.haha,kids will be kids huh?you were once one anyway.ya watched lords of dog town.a show which i really wanted to watch last year but cant cause of the exams.bummer.at least i know whats its about.cool sia.the story of tony alva and stacey peralta.didn't know that was really about them.i thought they only used the same name.coolness:100% cause of their hair and the stuffs that they do.ya,thats all for today.sent yaya back home at around 4 plus.

reached home,legs cramp.i open my polo,switched on the fan and called her up.had this talk.and we agreed on it.i know we had to cause being 24/7 may not be so good.i know.as long as TRUST is there,everything's gonna be alright.i love you yaya more than anything else in the world.we can do this together.

dinky hopes everyone who has relationship problems remain calm and keep your cool on.not all relationships are sweet,sugary and everything you had planned.everything comes with its ups and downs and relationships are no exceptions.you just have to find out the mistake and try to make it better.it doesn't hurt to stop and think and analyse the matter before you say something wrong.we all have a lot to learn with the art of TRUST,FAITH and most importantly,LOVE.i myself have yet to master it yet.in the process though.

dinky

A MIRACLE

2006-05-30T20:20:00.000-07:00

im under a block in seng kang and im waiting for yaya.i blogged on my psp.

SELF CONCIOUS

2006-05-30T06:58:00.000-07:00

sometimes,the feeling inside is unbearable,i tell you.this feeling hits your heart like its as if someone stabbed you right in the heart.the pain,yes, is kept inside and there you have thoughts of giving up the whole thing but there's just one thing that stopping you from giving up.there's this little thing thats inside everyone of us that makes us not give up and that thing kept me going on.

sometimes,its us who's the problem.dont deny it,you know youself and please admit it.that's what i'll do,admit it.yeah but sometimes you can't cause the problem sometimes make people think badly of you.you lose your respect and if you're lucky,she'll leave you.yes,she'll leave you alright if this keeps up.words mean nothing if you do not act it out.words are useless without you proving you really mean it.and thats what im trying to do,in this case,to be.

something that you say,may mean something to someone else's.we have to take note of each other's feelings.all i can see now the person making the comotion is me.im acting as though i dont trust.i need to learn how to tolerate and trust at the same time cause i sure am bad at it.we have to be considerate cause we love each other.

dinky.

WELCOME TO CHIJ ST JOSEPH CONVENT

2006-05-28T06:29:00.000-07:00

yesterday was a really tiring day for me.i had like cramps on my legs when i got home but at least i spent the day with my yaya and thats something to smile about.

yaya wore a very nice plain and simple baju which i really liked.a plain simple bright yellow T.i went to ang mo kio to pick her up to go to school.that day which was a saturday,CHIJ ST JOSEPH CONVENT had a like family day where family members were allowed in the school.the students also set up a few stalls in the canteen kinda like e-fair at boon lay sec.oh the memories.ya,went to ang mo kio at 8:20.and i was late.

reached ang mo kio took 88 and later on yaya came up the bus.took the bus the her school.her school was pretty with all the banners and stuffs.the kids,well,they're still kids.im like observing these kids and they're like really different from boon lay sec kids.i pretty much prefer my boon lay sec better.the english speaking.

kk.after all that family day took the bus back to ang mo kio.i sent yaya back home.she has madrasah so i waited for 30 mins for her to get changed.she came down and i yeah,my yaya was there.she's so cute.like a girl from malaysia.hehehe.my malaysian yaya.no offence.i still heart my YAYA.

so yeah,after sending her i went home all the way back to boon lay with these cramp legs of mine.i just love it.i really do.

k lah.im tired.im restless but i sure do feel good!
dinky.

POISON

2006-05-24T23:02:00.000-07:00

i read something today.it made me thought about it.i read ravinder's post today and it sure is true.i need to understand or it may never work out.ravinder,your words are true.some parts of it were true to me cause it said something about me too.the "trust" part.its something i need to understand.thanks buddy for pointing it out to me though i dont know why were you posting such things.a long one some more.chill.

dinky.

UNINTENDED

2006-05-24T08:34:00.000-07:00

i did not intend for something like this.just when you thought.JUST when you thought.

Oasis:Dont Look Back In Anger

Slip inside the eye of your mind
Don't you know you might find
A better place to play
You said that you'd never been
But all the things that you've seen
Are gonna fade away
So I start a revolution from my bed
Cos you said the brains I have went to my head
Step outside the summertime's in bloom
Stand up besides the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
Cos you ain't never gonna burn my heart out
So Sally can wait,
she knows it's too late
As were walking on by
Her soul slides away
But don't look back in anger
I heard you say
Take me to the place where you go
Where nobody knows
If it's night or day
Please don't but your life in the hands
Of a Rock 'n Roll band
Who'll throw it all away
So I'll start a revolution from my bed
Cos you said the brains I have went to my head
Step outside the summertime's in bloom
Stand up besides the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
Coz you ain't ever gonna burn my heart out
So Sally can wait
She knows it's too late
As were walking on by
Her soul slides away
But don't look back in anger
I heard you say
So Sally can wait
She knows it's too late
As were walking on by
Her soul slides away
But don't look back in anger
I heard you say
So Sally can wait
She knows it's too late
As were walking on by
Her soul slides away
But don't look back in anger
Don't look back in anger, I heard you say
At least not today

goodbye and goodnight.
im not paranoid.i just realised my position.

dinky.

TRUTH

2006-05-23T08:26:00.000-07:00

look at him.look at the facial expression.feel what is he feeling.ya.thats exactly what im feelnig these days.wont elaborate on it.

dinky

THE RELIEVER

2006-05-22T22:44:00.000-07:00

okay okay,arsenal lost.damn it.watched the whole match that morning and boy was i disappointed.18 minutes in the game and lehman was sent of the pitch cause of the tackle he made outside the box.not only that,pires was sent out to.what a start to a finale.well,the match goes on.

at least,at some point of time,there was a sign of hope.arsenal were defending tremendously blocking every shot the spaninsh kings gave them.yeah and campbell headed into the net a superb header crossed in to him by thierry henry.the score remained 1-0 till half time.

aiya after half time,hope gave up.2 shots went in and what i think were shots that lehman could've saved.they were like pass the keepers legs.hmm.anyways,barcelona won,they deserved it.it wasn't arsenals time yet.

lets see hows life been these days...
well,the band has been trying to keep up with the date of the performance and it has been hard doing it seeing as some of the members were schooling.we had to sacrifice.2nd june is next week and yesterday,harum gave me a reality check and that we have to push ourselves this few days.i mean,its okay lah but sometimes songs need to be changed and there isn't much time to go memorise the songs.for example at the drive-in.wah lao chia lat uh.and now i have to do an acoustic song.....AND SING.aiya.anything la.today if im not wrong we've got a meeting and training session.okay.sha is sick and couldn't use her voice to the fullest.we undertsand that situation and therefore made changes to the songs played.tony still studying,O levels sia this year.i wonder what will happen to him.zi jian,i think he's also studying.or maybe still learning how to play that FIFA street.keep on trying la zi jian.go buy yourself a psp.and thats the band.

life with mango has been fine.i can say that there's nothing wrong with her its just me thats all.i'll try not to be so paranoid in the future.she has been great.support that i need.okay okay.enough.the fart.late nights are sometimes filled with uncontrollable laughter but no,its not me,its her.laughs for no reason.haha,i mean like,its cute la.mango has a lot of things going through her mind lately and im trying my best to comfort her,give a listening ear when she needs it.i mean like,life's unfair but then again,who's isn't.we'll go through this together la dont worry be happy.didi's here.DIDI LOVES YAYA.

and what else eh...
oh.mary got in lasalle.hurrah!more buddies at school now though it hasn't started yet.ya,life's bored.everyone's schooling but im not.i need something better to do then to ponder around and be paranoid.thats not who i wanna be.aiya.try k,try.

and what's all this rodger pics doing her?well i just think he's the cooloest alien out there.he's in american dad and that happens to be the best cartoon series ever man.maybe all my paranoia came from watching stan(american dad) whose always paranoid something might happen.oh gosh.is this true?no....it cant be.american dad for life.watching american dad on my psp is all the entertainment i need.speaking of psp,i just love my psp.my forever companion.i love u.you're the best.all those long waits and journey,you have accompanied me.im learning a lot what i can do with you with all these firmware updates,info about hacking its like genius.i love this little gadget of mine.worth every dollar spent on it.

well,till here then,adios sayonara.dinky will update again about LIFE again.
bye rogdger.bye readers.

dinkypeace.spread the word.

KILLING ME SOFTLY

2006-05-18T00:37:00.000-07:00

hi,its been a while.not being able to start school any sooner is just a bummer.with nothing to do at home and just rot isn't dinky's cup of tea.i prefer to do something worthwhile with my life.guess my time has just not come yet.well i'll try and make the most of what i can do at home.

lately,i've been experimenting with photoshop and i realised the software can create wonders.i have seen ernie's laptop and her edited pics are like so out of this world.she knows how to use the thing better than i do.well,i need training.i've downloaded a couple of brush sets to create different atmospheres and themes.well,im kinda impressed that you have a wide variety of brushes out there on the web and im kinda spoiled for for choice here...so lets see some of the things i have come up with this photoshop thingy.

well ughh,im just trying out different brushes here.no theme actually and like i've said,im only experimenting.

-i dont know.it's kinda nice.no,no emo labelling please.dont associate me with emo.dinky=emo?WRONG!

p.s.yaya,i love you.
d!nkY.

HOORAH!

2006-05-09T00:25:00.000-07:00

okay test finish.stress over.

RELAX

k.
d!nky

WRONG PERCEPTION

2006-05-05T22:34:00.000-07:00

i can't believe it.

do you know what's truth and whats not?

guess you dont huh?

i have nothing against anyone.
its just wrong perception.

d!nkY

AT THE WRONG-IN

2006-05-02T19:48:00.000-07:00

alamak ah pek...you had to spoil the mood...why did you have to do that...haiya...ah pek,ah pek...why did you have to blabber about all those things that had nothing to do with us anyway...cant you see we're trying to eat?

ah pek's favourite sentences:
1)kita cakap mesti mau pandai.
2)kita mesti pandai pusing-with hand signals.
3)itu taukeh mau belanja sama gua tapi gua tak mau.
4)gua punya abang cakap gua tak boleh masak.
5)babi masak air.

like it or not,i dont know.people,do not eat kuey teow soto.it's a waste of your $2.50.okay,signing off!

d!nkY

NO BIG DEAL

2006-04-29T05:49:00.000-07:00

what's with this photo?

d!nkY

YOU AND ME

2006-04-27T22:07:00.000-07:00

artist:no doubt
"No Doubt Running lyrics"

Run
Running all the time
Running to the future
With you right by my side

Me
I'm the one you chose
Out of all the people
You wanted me the most
I'm so sorry that I'm falling
Help me up lets keep on running
Don't let me fall out of love

[Chorus:]
Running, running
As fast as we can
I really hope we make it
(Do you think we'll make it?)
We're running
Keep holding my hand
It's so we don't get separated

Be
Be the one I need
Be the one I trust most
Don't stop inspiring me
Sometimes it's hard to keep on running
We work so much to keep it going
Don't make me want to give up

AS WE ALL KNOW

2006-04-27T05:12:00.000-07:00

a weird phrase i heard today.wanna know what is it?
well here it is:

"this is my singapore but i dont own singaporean".

that's all today.went out today with my little girl.yay!you're okay already.only me thats left not okay.i need to take care of my health from now on.

OI OI OI

2006-04-22T21:46:00.000-07:00

hello!(dumb)

yesterday went out with boon lay classmates of 2005.ya,we out to sentosa.shiok,laze on the sand,play dumb games.............BURN SKIN!!!!!!!!!ass.

my skin is so damn hot when i went home.i need to put ice or something la i dont know anything that can make it cool again.my cat was angry at me yesterday.i told her that i was gonna go to the doctor but i didn't.i felt bad so i went home and quickly went to the doctors.im sorry cat.

today went to the doctors again to check my ear infection.the buldging thingy.dunno what the heck is it but all i know is i have to go for surgery tomorrow.can die of shock sia.haha.anything uh as long as the damn thing has been taken out.

days have been fun with you by my side.nothing can go wrong.

d!nkY

PIRATE THE CORN

2006-04-20T03:21:00.000-07:00

okay,maybe blogsource might not be as amazing as my old blog.so maybe i might wanna come back to this place.okay!so here we are,updates.

ive been reading a lot of forums lately about psp hacks and homebrew stuffs.something that i think every psp owner might wanna take note of cause of all the possibilites the psp can hold.its amazing i tell you.like the other day naz who recently bought his psp the other day taught me something.now it has proved useful to me.i could go and surf the net when in wi-fi areas or when there are routers.fun aye?

yesterday i donwloaded a custom software where i put my own songs into grand theft auto liberty city stories.so far i have put songs by boy kill boy,cradle of filth and so on.well today ive downloaded another device for the psp.its a cheat save for the game and now i have the ability to do much more than what the game can do.i can even take pictures and videos while playing the game.well tell you guys what,im gonna do an update about the game every now and then.

the main character in the game is tony cipriani.a member of the leone family(a mafia group).they wear black suits and hang out around their area.tony started of in the game by returning to liberty city to meet salvatore leone,the boss of the mafia group.both of them are tight.well,a little bit more later on about the game but now,i have some screen shots of the game while i was playing just now.

-this is actually tony only that i changed his attire to look like jason.

-this is the garage.this are my cars...
-all this is a one man's doing.

-wee!

-weeeeeeee!!!

-weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-bitch.

-where do i go next?

-nahh!!!

-police dont scare me!

DEAF AND PEKAK

2006-03-31T20:19:00.000-08:00

http://www.stuckedupfools.blogsource.com

STOLE A KISS BEFORE YOU COULD

2006-03-15T22:21:00.000-08:00

hey,im tired.i've just returned from depot road for the medical check up.im weak.i lost blood.im also tired cause i've been excercising lately.want some aerobic action?watch the video and turn up the volume!

alamak lembab uh upload.i'll put the vid up real soon i gope

TREETOP MONKEYS

2006-03-12T21:26:00.000-08:00

hello and welcome to macritchie reservoir.the place where people have sex in the jungle.nahhs,just kidding.i was there yesterday with the handsome boy hairul just to pass the time.we had no plans that day so why not?

yes and as we navigate through the dense bushes and trees,we have come across a few wildlife in there too.animals such as monkeys were there.scary bunch of animals but still i love em.

okay now we are walking,and walking,and walking...........

and walking....

after much walking we manage to reach the HSBC treetop walk.it was nice but short.pictures were taken.

aiyah lazy to BLOG LAHH!!!!

BYE BYE!!!

d!nkY

YOUR GAMBLING NONSENSE

2006-03-09T02:30:00.000-08:00

i dont know what you are trying to do but its just not nice.dont mess with a person's feelings or anything.im not sure but you better not disappoint me cause you mean so much to me.really you do.

d!nkY

UNYA BO

2006-03-03T19:32:00.000-08:00

MANJE
MANJE
MANJE.

d!nkY

KERETAPI TANAH MELAYU

2006-02-23T20:44:00.000-08:00

hello.dinky's back from tampin.been there for one day only.haha ya,one day only.just accompany my mother only go there see nenek who's staying all alone now.really lonely.i can just see it.the atmosphere and everything.and to manage the house and everything.its too much for a nenek to handle alone.well here are some pictures taken there.mind youall of the pictures were taken on my handphone so the result might not be that satisfying.enjoy morons.

lil chickies grow up to be huge cocks.

thats the kampong.

and there you have it.most of the time its just me and my girlfriend but sometimes girlfriend also need to rest so its just the same.now i'm back and i love sin chia po very the much!

d!nkY

WHAT YOU SEE IS WHAT WHAT YOU GET

2006-02-19T16:59:00.000-08:00

these thoughts just got out of my mind.for no reason.

1)oh ya,going kampong this wednesday.
2)shit,no money sia.
3)eh why sia that uncle like thaT?
4)walao eh.boring sia.
5)alamak late.hafiz waiting.
6)where is my remaining 4 day pay sia.
7)pantat uh.so boring.
8)i must charge my psp.
9)ken cute sia."FAMOUS BOY".(hope you're reading this.)
10)fatal frame 3.game anyone?
11)mat rep fcuk.
12)where did my cat go?
13)ar tagaga bo shokopola kaminadey aya taikazakoyak mat atapapopapi mim takwa saukwatabi mim shakalaput sami ul tuk mo repon bis al reperasabara tuz mun ala bai kazaki.

all these thoughts were of today's.

d!nkY

GLOWING MUSHROOMS

2006-02-14T22:02:00.000-08:00

hey,today is just another day,another nothing.doing nothing lately.been going out with the four brothers lately,me,hafiz,naz and hairul.we are all out with nothing to do.we got pictures though.with the results of the o levels being released the other day,all of us have nothing else to do but to think of our future school.ite for me.

this is my fren,naz.he is jamming at four tones studio.at boon lay sec,he is my best friend for five years.we have been have in the same class sinc sec 1.

these are the rest of the photos taken during my last day of work at ntuc and after the results have been released.

and thaTS ALL uh.and now im sitting at hafiz house blogging.now i am thingking about ite.

d!nkY

VERDICT SCHMERDICT

2006-02-10T05:54:00.000-08:00

bishan ite.
higher nitec.
business studies(administration).

okay uh.serves me right.waza!
see ya in the east.

d!nky

MONEY CAT

2006-02-08T01:39:00.000-08:00

hey,most o-level takers know that results are these friday.prepare for the worst or the best all depends on each individual itself.whats gonna happen and what will the paper say?poly?ite?nothing?N.S.?i dont know.sure you should be scared but whats done is done.

and most o-level takers have been doing part-time jobs during the holidays yeah?sure got money by now yeah?well some of these part-timers took so long to pay back what they owe other people.1o dollars lah.15 dollars lah.this lah.that lah.whatever lah.eh sudahlah!i myself owe hafiz 7 bucks.hahaha.why am i talking so much.

i got a gf.her name is psp.she is white in colour.she's sexy.like me.i bought a psp cap.also sexy.im so in love with the word psp.you drive me crazee,psp.

so money has come in.just like everyone else.sure loaded right?wow wow wee wa!happy sia.never had so much money before.gotta learn how to conserve money from now on.my bro is going to nikah not long.mum ask me to chip in money for the nikah.it's about time he ask for a girls hand for marriage.parents are not young anymore.we cant always depend on them now.brothers gotta work together now although i dont know how can we achieve that but still..

d!nkY(gran theft auto:liberty city stories)addicted*.

EAR WAX AGAIN

2006-02-05T19:48:00.000-08:00

okay.

i've bought it.

the PSP.

ceramic white.

i have not layan my friends the way i used to.

sorry la.

i cant help it.

psp just rocks.

psp is my girlfriend.

"i'm playing my girlfriend everyday and everynight".

sounds familiar cat?waza!

sorry again guys.

d!nkY(im playing psp now actually).

ESSENCE OF LIFE

2006-01-24T19:03:00.000-08:00

reality has it that i will only get the psp on the 4th.

reality has it that i have not paid my bill.

reality has it that i have not differed n.s.

reality has it that reality gets them mad.

reality has it that wrong ideas come up.

reality has it that they can't accept reality.

reality equals a lot of things.
you're not one of them.
forever will it not.
you're so unreal,
and not to mention,
bla,bla,bla.

so,

let reality make you realise.

let reality make you suffer.

let reality make you do things you've never done before.

you,
all i can say is,
wrong idea,
wrong thingking,
wrong everything.
it's fun though.
the unrealness.

d!nkY

LATVIAN COWBOY

2006-01-23T05:05:00.000-08:00

tis' monday and not much left.endure the restlessness and gain later.a big gain that is.

that's right.the psp.need it.love it.next week la.1 week to go.chinese new year arriving and ntuc has become a warzone.yesterday the oranges were selling like there was not enough to go around.so much boxes were bought and i was tired.had to work two shifts yesterday.allen was not there yesterday cause he and his lazy ass was taking a rest day.so the boys had to do the work.do bare in mind that allen is in he's thirties and is married.he depends on younger boys to get the job done.he doesn't do work himself.he hides in the toilet to get an excuse from work.he is a bitch.but its he's life.he can do whatever the hell it is he wants to do.

tomorrow work again and i dont think there's much to do.weekdays are chill days even if chinese new year is approaching.ah ping has been selling oranges with me in the morning these [ast few days.ah eng has been busy cutting wong boks at the back.teteng,steven,aaron and hairul has been busy with this and that.allen err,he's uhh.....well he walks around a lot in the NTUC as blur as hell.

so looking at the pic on top keeps me moving and motivated.i need.i love it.what the hell.
borat,ali g,ronan keating,craig david and slyvester sim.

"why's you think i let you get away,
with all the things you said to me.
could it be,i,
like you?
it's a shame,
full of me,i,
like you."

d!nkY

PEELING CHINA WONG BOKS

2006-01-20T05:48:00.000-08:00

hey it has been almost a month now working with NTUC queenstown.peeling wong boks and cabbages.selling oranges and pomelos.packing taugehs and carrots.pricing brocollis and tomatoes.it all has become a daily routine for dear old dionsaur.people there are friendly and they will always make you smile.they care for you like they're your mum or something.no really,they care and talk about problems.i love aunties.aunties rock.nyonyas dont.next week is mayhem week as chinses new year is approaching.people are buying last minute stuffs for sure and the staff there will have a hell of a time.my pay will arrive on the 4th.i dont know if i wanna continue working there or not.the people there are so nice,i cant bear to leave them.maybe as a part time basis.i need da money.i need...

SONY PSP(ceramic white).

i feel like squeezing my nipples.
d!nkY.

STREET GEAR

2006-01-16T18:10:00.000-08:00

hey,starting from now.yes starting from now.start the countdown butts.start it.in exactly 2 more weeks...

2 MORE WEEKS!!!

wait for me.psp.psp.psp.psp.psp.psp.psp.psp.psp.psp.
(d!nkY)

THE YIN YANG BIDADARIs

2006-01-12T04:45:00.000-08:00

tomorrow class outing.and im really tired.there's so many appointments tomorrow.zoo lah,depot road lah,UAN lah and the east coast pit.gonna be so damn tired.well its nothing compared to whats in store for me these next few weeks of work where the chinese new year lelong is carried out.have to work full shifts from this saturday onwards.well the pay is conferm to be as high as hell now due to the extra hours.now i'll work for like 8am till 10pm.no seriously.all for the sake of...

SONY PSP(ceramic white).

d!nkY

WE'RE IN STRASBOURG!

2006-01-11T04:35:00.000-08:00

chinese new year coming and NTUC's bringing in a lot of stuff.more stuff=more work.i tired la.today just came back.after work followed sachok to singapore poly after work.relax there uh...see poly people.i dont wanna be in singapore poly though.i wanna go temasek poly.now my arms and legs are almost breaking but i endure all for cause of a...

PSP(ceramic white).

3 more weeks left dinky.tahan and sabar lah.ok.almost hanyut now.gotta be ready for some mat rep action.

d!nkY

NEW YEAR,NEW OBSESSION

2006-01-09T20:46:00.000-08:00

i woke up today and i kept thinking about sahara hotnights.maybe its because of yesterday when i met nadon.she does resemble a bit like sahara hotnights.the girl power.i simply just adore Sahara Hotnight's Vocalist.she's very pretty when she sings with her mouth wide open.?in my link section i have their link so go on shimmy over to their website and see the video "hotnight crash" for yourself.ver nice with all girl power playing.

tomorrow working again and ntuc's tentage is coming up.me and sachok have a lot to do.sacrifice for the psp la dinky.you need it.you want it.you'd die for it.3 more weeks to the day you get it.meanwhile just enjoy SAHARA HOTNIGHTS!

PROMISE IS A PROMISE

2005-12-30T22:26:00.000-08:00

as promise,a summary of what has been going on in the year of 2005 for dinky.alot has been done this year and i must say that this maybe the most memorable year.lets see if i can remember all that has happened...

okay december 2004,nearing to 2005,i got into contact with my long lost pal,ernie.she introduced me to nurul and nadon.they were forming a band called DONUTELLES and they needed a drummer.i offered my services and they accepted.while chatting with ernie,alot of different versions of my name came out from her.and then,DINKY came out.its kinda nice and she gave it to me.hahaha,thanks ernie.its cool.before this i was plain old din.din this din that.just plain old din.now,im used to this DINKY thing.DONUTELLES 4ever.

k,then it was back to school in 2005.oh yeah,i can still feel it.the new breed once again.now i was in sec 5.a long way has past.the final year i thought to myself.ws really excited when school started.wanted to meet all of my classmates so much.so off we headed to class 5na3 at the top floor.beside the toilet somemore.so that means for the year of 2005,i have to climb all 4 storeys with a bag on my back everyday.nice right?your head uh nice.okay so school started.performed chinese new year.played guitar.first time.during the start of school,i was close with nadon.really close so thats why we are best buds.she shares the same interests with me and we wanna be aspiring fashion designers.we use to hang out a lot.but during around june like that we met lesser and lesser cause of exams.

speaking of june,june was the creation of a band named AMBER AND ME.initially the band was created for the competition SCHOOL OF ROCK which was held by the strait times.this is like the biggest competition i've ever joined.this was in the later part of june.the school or rock auditions that is.we didn't know that AMBER AND ME would have so much chemistry.we had so much fun on our first jamming session at seng chai.wth.not kidding.so in the later parts,we thought AMBER AND ME SHOULD go on not just for the sake of this competition.okay so yeah,hairul called each and everyone of the previous four members,me(drums),zi jian(guitars)hairul(bass) and fiza(vocals).it was easy getting along as we were all boon layians.here are some of the pics when we were newy formed during auditions and the newspaper interview:

then,AMBER AND ME ws all set.

okay okay enough of that.june was also the malaysia trip that boon lay held for geography students.mostly consists of sec 4 express and the sec 5s.the graduating classes uh.we had so much fun there.in the hotel,my room mate was hairul which was a freaking nightmare,in a good way though.we had fun in the room.jumping on the beds,messing the room(got room service what) and singing mtv.there was one incident in the room where the light in the toilet wasn't working and i was afraid to bathe.hahaha.ya,watever.then we sat at the door with our towels on and then we saw other boon layians also uh and we all sat together at the corridoor talking shit shatting like it was our father's hotel like that.than that kunalan went out of his room and got himself lock outside of his room.hahahah.not only that,he's bath tub tap was running sia.crazy kuna but still my friend.and the trip goes on having delicious foods and experiencing beautiful countrysides.here is a the photo of me and my TP buddy,magdelene:

oh yeah and on 12th june was celine's birthday.what happened on that day only we know.

wait,june was baybeats too right?yeah fun sia go out with morning breeze.

okay,august.yes august.haha,national day,dunnoe what day,and my birthday.also racial harmony day i think.forget sia dinky.nevermind here are the pics.had so much fun.

okay then it was basically nothing else that really i can remember.wait how can i forget,august,i went to slipknot's concert with buddies ravinder,naz and his abang sedare.and also august the month where i got the "DAYAK" haircut.

then i dont know when was it that the school celebrated teachers day.fun sia the teachers created dunno what was this class aerobics.had fun sia.the class semangat sia do.i think.most of us uh.i did teachers day cards and yeah.

the rest of the year became really dull as prelims and the 'o' levels are approaching.stillremember how panicked i was getting as marks for prelims weren't that good.it was atrocious.and i was really panicking.teachers gave a lot of preach.i hope it works.during that period of time,study was the thing to do.never go out never do anything.just at home study.all my friends were really busy sia.hahaha,thinking back of it makes me laugh sia.all my classmates.we were all special in every way.haiya now that schools out for us and there is no more boon lay no more for us,i wonder if we'll ever see each other.national day lah,racial harmony day lah.everything the class was together.mostly uh.5na3 rocks and i will never forget the times spent with all of you guys.the trip to pulau ubin where edwin fell from his bike and bled and was taken out of the island to a hospital.wow.haish,miss those times...........

the last time we had fun together was at graduation night.everyone was having a blast and thrashing the place apart as the lights went out and the disco lights went on.on that day AMBER AND ME were invited to perform.so did PROJECT PEANUTS.the times...

'o'level ended on the 22nd of november.what a relief.shiok sia the feeling.can still remember.if felt oh so good.he morning breeze boys had a thon that day and we went cycling the whole night with our morning breeze girl,surina.at night and it was drizzling but we managed to cycle all the way to singapore discovery centre and went in and explore NTU.really fun.i'll remember all of that sia.

also,the saddest thing that happen this year was the lost of my only grandpa.his jokes,his smiles shall be remembered and i will never forget him.it was like he was here one moment and gone the next.this post is dedicated to you tok,i will miss you and that there will never be another atok that will replace you in my heart.this is for you,my atok.

this is the last day of the year.i wonder if im ever going to the countdown thing.i told zi jian i'll be going well its raing now and its about 4pm.we'll wait and see lah.i said im meeting him at 8pm.if the weathers right maybe i'll go.quick,find your new years resolution.think and becareful what you wish for.you might just get it.

d!nky,wishing everyone a happy new year and for all them kids starting school next week,ENJOY!HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!!!

d!nkY,outzzz(31st december 2005)

TIME FOR HEROES

2005-12-26T21:26:00.000-08:00

the year's coming to an end and a new one's a coming.alot of new friends have been made this year and also friends have been lost this year.im not gonna talk more about this.i'll do that on the 31st of december.wait.

okay now i get it.the real and unreal friends.some people might say.no,this is not a make believe story.true and false in your eyes.no really.what has happened to F.R.I.E.N.D.S.?thats one of the topics this year and i know that others feel it too.more on it on the 31st.

its dark these days,raining.dont you just love it.hip hoppers will sure love it cause they can wear all those baggy clothesand thick sometimes.kiddings.killamangiro to you guys.for me that is i can relax in cool breeze and off all the lights.my house turns dark for the time being.and i'll play hide and seek.not till late night of course.wanna know why?i scared of hantu tetek sia.so no late night games.

what a year man.memories and stuffs.friends new and old.work.most importantly the 'O' levels.for those who continue to school and will be starting next week,have fun and love your school!no,really.do love your school and your friends.

d!nkY

WHAT A WASTER

2005-12-25T06:35:00.000-08:00

it's 10:45 and i'm waiting for your...

i lazy to blog the whole of today.let's just just,anything that happened today happened.so did yesterday when i met up with,the donuts,orangeman and company and the rest of the buddies at orchard.

i'm so penat.where are you?you promised.

d!nkY

HAT TRICK

2005-12-23T20:42:00.000-08:00

i realised that i seriously have been up to nothing at home.why do i say that is because i've been blogging for dont know how many straight days.i'm just waiting for the course to start at UAN.

okay today"s song of the day is:blitzkrieg bop-the ramones

i love the ramones.more than that i love their hair.they're a classic punk band way back.who hasn't heard that song blitzkrieg bop where they go "hey ho,let's go!"oh yeah even went into tony hawk's pro skater 2 if i'm not wrong.i want to grow hair like joey ramone and wear leather jackets and tights jeans.damn,so cool.

intan,you think?what you think?get or not?

uh,dunno what to say.it's in the morning still.brain not functioning well.not yet.people around singapore celebrating as tomorrow's christmas.they'll be having fun and stuffs.i seriously will get bored tod death if i was to spend the day alone.spare a thought for me brothers and sisters.i too need a friend just like you.

i want to re-jam.

d!nkY

WHAT A JOKE

2005-12-22T19:49:00.000-08:00

alipo claims that he has unbeaten my home record.sure sure cause i just dont want to beat aperson just like that.it's like spoiling a person's mood.well,he got a taste alright,i beat him 4-0 with him using barcelona and me with arsenal.i would like to take this opportunity to,

CALL ALL FIFA06 PLAYERS TO PUT THEMSELVES TO THE CHALLENGE AND FACE ME.

i dont think that anyone would even try.its okay.keep on training guys.maybe you'll beat my best and really break my unbeaten home record by 3 or 4 times and then shall i call that a defeat.

yesterday was really fun day.alipo,met up with me at my house.downloaded sony ericsson themes to my handphone and ringtones too.now my handphone is all nice and hip.we rilek at jurong point and slacked while we became hunters and went for a hunt.got a free CD!

now i lay in my bed.doing nothing.waiting for anyone to call.ANYONE really.just call me lah i can't help it already.i need company.tomorrow's saturday,meeting alipo again for more ringtones.weeeepeeee!

d!nkY

THESE RAINY DAYS

2005-12-21T20:37:00.000-08:00

hey,its thursday and i kind of just woke up.the weather's cool and it's still raining.what a perfect start to a beautiful day.i woke up,seeing the rain made me go back to sleep again.

there are no plans today just alipo's coming over to my house later to some business.i think.he hasn't contacted me yet.i'll just wait and see alipo!now i sit here in my throne just staring at the screen thinking about the animals in the zoo that i have begun to miss.the orangutans which were so near to me and the constant chasing of peacocks as they enter the restaurant.sometimes i just feel like going there to work again.but i'm not gonna go back on my words.i'm gonna return the uniform to the zoo one day who wants to follow?

kind of bored right now.i'm still thinking.just thinking about stuffs.this and that and everything that has been going on lately.painting the UAN place lah,this lah,that lah esplanade lah zoo lah and much much more!thinking is good for you.it gives you self reflection and realise your mistakes.

it's nani's birthday!happy birthday nani!i still wonder when is she gonna treat me that kfc for making me wait.kidding.

d!nkY

HOPELESS LOVE THINGY

2005-12-20T20:47:00.000-08:00

sure.i know.

i'm a fool right?you think so?

i dont know.i dont think so.

maybe after what i saw then maybe i am a fool.

did you realise i was there?nevermind,your life,your rules.

we'll see what happens.confusion in the brain,most importantly,the heart.

games,games,games.lovefool.

you're not a kid.so am i.

d!nkY.

WRONG IDEA

2005-12-20T04:17:00.000-08:00

yeah,wrong idea lah dinky.now you see why?i'm sure you know.well now there's nothing for you to worry about.you almost got it.happy?yeah i bet you do.

went to UAN today in the morning.the reason,to paint the place and i'm helping but before that let's talk a little bit about yesterday when celine got her results.the day before,intan and celine planned this outing cause celine just got her results.so i was like anyhting uh.also have not met my cousin intan yet.met all of them at chinese garden and then intan at orchard mrt.then headed out and walked walked till i got tired.my idea was to jiwang yesterday.haha,dinky jiwang?

okaylah jiwang a bit aje...now okay.nevermind after that tiring walking around in orchard at toys r us and stuffs,celine,intan and me went to the durian palace,esplanade.relax and they bought some chocs at the 2nd storey floor.then wrote some christmas wishes and watch some christmas jazz stuff.then dudok2.

i'll update whenever i can update.bye2.

d!nkY

WHAT YOU'VE SAID

2005-12-18T21:23:00.000-08:00

FORGET ABOUT IT DINKY
FORGET ABOUT IT DINKY
FORGET ABOUT IT DINKY

d!nkY(shhh.)

FRESH FROM THE GARBAGE

2005-12-14T07:03:00.000-08:00

hey,so what have i been up to today?lets see...

woke up at 7:30am today to go to the zoo for the O.J.T.this is my first day and it wasn't that bad.people here are friendly though they look mostly like mats and ah lians.they're still friendly.had a shaky start at first then it all felt so similar as i get used to the job.it's exactly the same as the malay weddings i used to do so no problem.pick plates put behind.that's all.i even get to come to the zoo for free.after work today,i took the pleasure of walking in the zoo alone watching the animals and stuffs.was a real pleasure.people have to pay $15 but i come here for free.all this will stop as soon as the U.A.N. courses stops next year which is early january.also another thing to look forward to.

i'm kind of happy with my life now.having a new bank account and such.i can feel the pressure of planning for my future already.bills to pay and such.responsibilities and such.i'm trying my best not to neglect these things.i'm working,going for courses to futhere improve myself,helping my mother to pay bills with my job pay and all those other things that i have to make a start.first of all,i need to change.no more that laziness.pure hard work for what i want.but this depends too.

today sent my aunty,uncle,grandma and the cousins at the tanjong pagar railway station.they're going back to KL.kind of sad.well,life goes on.they have a dream to persue so do i.my grandma coming here and seeing her just makes me realise that i no longer am a kid.i have things to carry out.responsibilities.marraige maybe?i dont know.looks like there's work tomorrow again.gotta get some rest.come down to the zoo!

oh ya big thanks to my parents who agreed to pay the sum of money for me to join U.A.N.it ain't cheap.the 18 month course cost a total of $668.how about that.thank you.hard to get parents who support your child in music these days...

d!nkY

GUERILLA GORILLA

2005-12-12T23:36:00.000-08:00

screwdrivers and players,what do they mean?nothing.

okay,com is back on but that does not mean frequent usage.u'm blogging cos i have nothing to do now at home.have been sitting at home lazing around.meeting up with a production company about the media courses.excited and thrilled to go.mom agreed to pay that sum of money.course starts january.

other than that,there's nothing else.it's been very boring.i dont like the late night job.i feel like quiting.tomorrow there's zoo on job training and i love it there.hope i get it.i must get the bank book ferst and also to have a neat hair do and also wear black smart shoes.it's okay lah,though it's only like $4.50 per hour,i still earn.i only wanna work not to earn a lot of cash.

selamat hari raya is over.wonder why i said that.maybe cause it ended very fast i think.does anyone feel that way too?hmm.chenkuye.

d!nkY

JINGLE THE HOLIDAYS

2005-12-06T00:42:00.000-08:00

what am i gonna do now?its december already and still jobless.well there is a place for me at hafiz's work place and i've decided to go.so i'm not jobless anymore lah.my aunties and nenek has arrived yesterday from malaysia.and tomorrow there will be more coming to singapore.

my boys have got new phones.what the hell.ROKR E1.yeah.and that damn naz is sure a big show show.i just sabar and hope.i dont have money and i cannot do anything.all i've gotta do is just work.handphones no handphones also the same.

so its gonna be a fun week this week.going to zoo and night safari and enjoy with all the cousins from malaysia.but this has been on my mind always:

HOW'S THE RESULTS DIN?

and the rest,i just think about fun.i've not been doing anything lately thats fun.just been hanging around at home playing resident evil 4.hope that these days my days will get better.

d!nkY

CRAZY KAMPONG DONUTS

2005-11-27T18:32:00.000-08:00

hey,o level has ended,im free,i just got back from kampong in malaysia,im at hafiz's house,im listening to sahara hotnight's alright alright and im looking for a job.HELP ME!

lets see what happened on saturday...
took the morning train to tampin,malaysia.my grandma held a kenduri.so must go.my only buddy was my mp3 with all my fav songs by the libertines and franz ferdinand.i can die in the mrt simply doing nothing.so i slept with my head falling all over the places.the train was shaking all over just like rooney's im shaking.reached there in about 4 hours and all the cuzzies and aunties and uncles and grandma was there.had fun.the most fun was that i had to clean the dishes at night after the kenduri behind grandma's house.WHAT!damn tired.my two cousins ashraf and mubin were supposed to help but in the end only ashraf helped.also that night i watched liverpool vs manchester city at a local kampong kopitiam.kopitiams in kampong have developed real well.they now use huge tvs which makes the football experience an enjoyment.after went back home at the whole house watched the exorcism of emily rose.i must say however,emily's quite pretty.and then,it was sleep.

the next day was sunday.got up early cause i wanna go home.my 2nd brother went home early.i went home at 1145.took the lousy bus home.damn.the air condition emits this gas thats worse than your fart.before that,i bought a box of those elusive dunkin donuts that everyone dies to have.bought a game and stayed at home the whole day playing it.it was another war game.i can't help it,i just love wars.

now i am at hafiz's house.blogging just for you.im looking for a job.what to do?just do it.im here.you're there.what are you gonna do?do it.

d!nkY

THE WARRIORS

2005-11-14T23:00:00.000-08:00

hello,how are you?fine thank you.dinky here after a while of never been updating.what have i been doing lately?nothing.study and some other shits.tomorrow,there's geography paper in the morning.it's gonna end soon.o levels that is.yeah,and when is that day?22nd november!next tuesday that is.

lets talk about yesterday.what have i done yesterday?well yesterday was skater mood day.it was skating mayhem as everything seems to be abouty skating.from railings and skate shops.not that we skated,we just went to skate shops to buy skate accessories.first,we headed to go sports.the place where me and zozi ketiak will be frequently skating after the o levels.there we surveyed new decks in search of baker and flip decks.wel we just took a look.there was no money,i mean not enough money.so headed to queenstown shopping centre to check out miz 29.also not enough money.we called puntong kiak ala kazamzam to check whether he wanted to come down or not.he thought for a long time then said no.idiot.well then met sotong,i mean sutong at redhill.off the beach road to buy vans.

then dont know what happen.bought to pair of shoes lah.mine and zozi ketiak's.after went homethe moment i went home my mother ask me to get ready to go to her friends house in changi.she's rich.damn.well her place is cosy.a condo.i like it.well im going back to kampong on the 25th of november.coming back 3 days later.oh what will i o there.i'll just bring a guitar there.that's what i'll do.

okay,gotta get back to studying now.no time to waste.geography tomorrow.saturday harry potter?according to hafiz that is.who wants to come?quickly tell!!!

1 week left,
d!nkY

SHIOK SENDIRI

2005-11-07T20:39:00.000-08:00

hey apes,how you've been this festive season?happy i guess.well what's the date today?today's the 8th of november.halfway through the o levels.the torture's ending soon.motivated to end this thing.a few more days of studying and it will be gone.freedom.

no jamming,no goung outs,no playing around,no nonsense,no freedom no nothing.i fell in love with jazz.more and more.i love it.jazzy blues.

happy hari raya and deepavali to all.till this o levels end,signing off.

d!nkY

WHO HAS BEEN EATING COOKIES?

2005-10-22T07:20:00.000-07:00

hello.no time to post a new entry.i'm just to tell you guys out there that i've just bought FIFA 06' and tony hawk's american wasteland.there are a few more new games which has just been released today.i've just been to the shop.

well aslam has been thonning at my house for two days now.wonder is he gonna thon another day.we've been playing games non stop and now with the likes of two new games,we'll never stop but i guess we gotta still.O levels lah.

im watching the match between man u and tottenham hotspurs live on ESPN.well,so far man u's leading by one goal.whatevers man,i dont care.aslam's like so happy they scored first,what reall matters is the match between arsenal and man city also live now on star sports.i have been rooting for arsenal ever since primary school.thiery henry's back.WATCH OUT CITY!

d!nkY

I'M NOT AN AH BENG LAH

2005-10-18T05:51:00.000-07:00

hello fellow readers,friends and families of dinky.let me first tell you that i am not an ah beng of any sort nor am i any gangster you can associate me with.this song is from a local band calle the bored phucks.basically they're just as bored as me creating such songs and publishing it.they're actually really talented creating a wide range of songs associated with singapore life and us singapore kids.i love their music.people have just to get use to this music.too bad their album is banned in DA singapura.

so dont get the wrong idea of me for putting this song.you guys need to listen more to local music and then will you realise that these kind of things are said by us singaporeans.dont laugh,it's just us.you wanna laugh?you're just laughing at yourself.think.realise.change.

she speaks singlish.he speaks singlish.so does zoe tay.
d!nkY

NIMBUS 2000

2005-10-16T05:48:00.000-07:00

its now about 8:55pm.i'm sitting in the living room with little brother and father.we're watching HBO's premier of harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban now.oh i'm so happy.after studying in the afternoon,i feel this is like a reward.oh i'm so excited for the next upcoming movie coming up in november.i will book tickets again with the axs station.i wanna watch it on the first day just like i did last year with prisoner of azkaban.

well,tomorrow's school again and it's back to the same old routine.well lets talk about something which has been gaining popularity among my friends.they claim it's my "magic sticks".well,they do give me the confidence i need.i enjoy using my "magic sticks".what are these sticks you ask?well it's none other than my AHEAD drumsticks.lets take a look at it...

well mine's 5B but it looks the same anyways.my friends like the black and white colouration.i got it on my birthday.i also got drum pads which are expensive .thanks mom.now i'll play better in the future with equipment like these...

d!nkY

BALLROOM DEATH SCENE

2005-10-13T19:57:00.000-07:00

well,do ya,do ya do ya wanna?

d!nky here after the massive performance yesterday at the chevron.well it was graduation night yesterday.the theme was glitz and glamour but somehow there a few standing outs.like there was gothic girls.how ironic could that be?wrong theme.its okay,everyone had fun.

well both bands,amber and me together with project peanuts took the taxi and maxi cab to chevron at about three.we took the maxi cab to transfer the drumset from school.hey,its the hew tama set.well,it felt great to play something brand new.

we came in and sound check.there was no time limit.we were still early at the time.we had about three hours before the thing starts.so jammed and stuff.as time passes,one by one they came,all well dressed for the show and smeeling nice.boys and girlsi wore exactly the same way i dressed at school of rock auditions.i was too lazy too dress up lah.seeing all these coats makes me feel poor.hahah,nolah,just kidding.

okay,the show.oh shit,its 11.30 am,i'm late for schhol.i'll update again if possible regarding the thing.

okay,updates:
honestly,im just too tired.just came back from school.the only thing is that,school likes us playing music.i pretty much enjoy playing.people dancing to it.it was cool.other than that,people who went yesterday should know what was it tlike yesterday.

d!nkY

THE MAIN SUSPECT

2005-10-11T20:53:00.000-07:00

shhh...there's been something strange going around here lately.there has been sightings of this strange character everywhere.this strange guy has been seen everywhere but i couldn't keep up with him.he does this strange things that no one does.strange.so it was up to me and private eye zozi to solve this mystery of the strange guy.

i had to do some thinking about how am i gonna capture this sick psycho.had to come up with a plan quick.

yes,i hid in the bushes.i hope i can see the suspect from here.that's private eye zozi there.in disguise.

i got a glimpse of this weird character.i dont think this picture is enough evidence to show to the cops and tell them this strange guy exists.hmm...

oh my god,it's the strange ritual i've heard about.weird.

i then heard the next day that strange guy was in school.he took the disguise as a school boy and took on the name "ZHI HAO"while doing my search,i came across this strange character named sutong.a type of human blur sotong.she is really wierd.

ah!caught up with him,in disguise!shit,it was only for a short while.he scrammed the moment i took his picture.maybe off to do some strange ritual again i guess...i dunno...strange...

d!nkY

IN MEMORY OF 5/3

2005-10-09T23:27:00.000-07:00

today was a very tiring as there was a lot of things to do today at school.i was so tired i could sleep while standing.futhermore there was remedial at 2:10 which will last for 2 hours.pure boredism.nevermind,by the time the o-levels has ended,i will be the one laughing with all the other o-levellers.just thinking about it makes me so happy.all i got to do is work my toot ass off.

before remedial,me and the 5/3 boys,hafiz,hairul,nazreen,zhi hao,suhaimi,boon howe,chin ming and khairul from 5/2 all sat together chatting at the library.the library was all ours.coincidentally,we had a guitar so all of us sat in a circle and started playing all these songs.oh the songs were all about our friends in the class.the feeling was very nice.a memory like this will forever last in my heart.things like this can't be experienced no where else.i am with my friends and i treasure that dearly,right down to the bottom of my heart.

o levels are coming up.a few more weeks left.studies in progress.stress in progress.the n-levellers may have finish and i envy them.after much thinking,i realise they will face the same situation i am facing now next year.all the best to the future o-levellers next year.i am so happy that i am finally stepping out of school but at the same time saddened by the fact that i am leaving my friends.

D!nkY

ACCESS GRANTED

2005-10-09T07:15:00.000-07:00

well,now that the computer has been accessible again,i can now blog.it's been frustrating all this while.a lot has happen lately.currently.it has just been studying only.no going outs and such and by the looks of the prelim results,i can understand why i should not go out as often.i hope that this studying can prove to be real useful and help me pass my maths.thats all i want.also not forgetting boosting marks of other subjects.

well this thursday is graduation night.amber nd me as well as project peanuts are performing at the shevron.but it feels different.we're fasting.doesn't feel right.and the next day it's still school.wow,what a way to end it.and its still not the end.we still have a lot of mock exams to do this upcoming days before the 'o's.i really want to do well.i wanna make all these sacrifices worth it.

d!nkY
(stressed)

THE WRONG YOU HAVE DONE

2005-09-27T22:45:00.000-07:00

its been quite a long time and i have not been blogging for a long long time.do you wanna know the reason for this?well,it's the second brother it is.and i can't stand it that he keeps getting on my nerves.forgot it.this is what he has done after he went for N.S. :

1)he went to N.S.
2)locked the computer(he's the administrator)
3)i asked mum to tell him and unlock it
4)he refuses and quickly go out to N.S.

what kind of brother is this?a no-good-stinking-rat who refuses to let his brothers enjoy while he's gone?a brother who feels that if he can't use the computer while he's out,no one can?how stinjy can a person be.and of all people it had to be my brother.damn it,just forget about it.

it has been a while and these days were the preliminary exams.i have not been going out as often as i use to before.just a few jamming sessions thats all.sometimes,exams can be quite fun.thats if you know how to do it lah...but still fun.so far the hardest test was the maths paper 2.2 grueling hours of non-stop-dunno-how-to-do-questions.i suck at maths and i have only a few weeks left to buck up before the big day arrives.as you all know,maths is important.gotta pass.

jamming has been reduced too eventhough we got the drumset.it look as if we can jam anytime but no,we didn't.everyone was in the mood for exams.yesterday,today and tomorrow are off days from school.no exams.i'm at zi jian's place as this is the only place where i can use the computer in peace where no one disturbs me.

so whats up with the world these days?more hatred has risen from i dont know where.natural disasters resulting in the loss of several lives has occured.how bad can it be.these cases are more important and there is a sense of urgency regarding them.i have no time to waste with these "haters" who have no life being "anti" to another person.you are just a fool hating someone of your own kind.well,this world is certainly having a bad turn.dinosaurs have been extinct,is it the fate of mankind next up the list?

i have been thinking about a few things lately.this and that.lets just see a few things about what i have been thinking about...

oh yeah,its bloc party.my most favourite alternative/indie band from the UK.side by side bloc party are:

yes another of my favourite band.just love these two bands.they rock.well...there's also another person who i have been thinking about...wonder who it is...

yeah getting those headphones back this friday.i miss them.who wouldn't miss a $50 audio technica headphones?well if you dont,then i do.i reall miss them.right alipo?a promise is a promise.

d!nkY

GREEN CADILLAC

2005-09-15T23:36:00.000-07:00

PRELIMINARY EXAMS,FUN AIN'T IT?

HAVE I GONE MISSING?

D!nkY

BRING THOSE DRUMS HERE

2005-09-13T23:59:00.000-07:00

hello,its me,dinky again.has been quite a long time since i blogged.wanna know about the things which has been happening these days?

well,let me see...
i can only remember that amber and me had a performance at the comunity centre's block party.we were the only band.the crowd was mostly made up of nyonyas and ah peks and little children.but they commented they liked our songs.police were watching too.they were smiling.what does that mean?i have no idea.

well,the show ended.and the drum set that was passed down to the RC was now ours.we had full authority of it.so what does this mean?this means FUN for me.we brought the drumset home.and the journey home was a fun one.on the lorry,we played the drums.making a a lot of noise in the night.that was a fun day.seriously.

we also got a cathay bowling association of singapore polo tee.sweet!

D!nkY

SHE'S THE ONE...

2005-09-08T03:47:00.000-07:00

starcrossed...

d!nkY

IM NOT IN THE PICTURE NO MORE AM I?

2005-09-06T20:44:00.000-07:00

jet-look what you've done

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to do

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

this song is intended to feelings associated to mine.all the things that have happened so far,i feel that it seems likes such fun til you lose what you had won.emo-ing is not me.emo-ing is not dinky yet emo-ing has got the best of me.uncontrollable emotions deep in the heart.

d!nkY

WEED IN MY UNDERWEAR

2005-09-04T22:06:00.000-07:00

hey hey hey.dont you know?dinky is dead.no seriously.for the time being at least.i have been busy lately.so is everyone.have not called up friends lately.must have that sense of urgency in me.im still in happy mood.its as if i have already prepared for my prelims next week.wait wait wait,more importantly,the 'o' levels.

i have no mood to go out lately.not that i dont like going out its just that i have found out that going out can also be boring...unless you're gonna buy something.well that's what i am doing tomorrow.i am going to johore with my friends and buy some shoes.converse of course.,aybe some clothes too.wanna join?contact me if you can~

saturday and sunday have been lonely.have been thrown in the house all alone.the family was in malaysia at my granny's place.so there i was,all alone.well i did had company at first.hafiz,hairul and edwin were at my house.played games and watched tv.we even cooked.the dish was splendid.what did we cook you say?maggi mee.

then it was all left to me and my cat,all alone,amidst all the darkness and all the noises that my cat makes.i didn't call my friends as i want to experience this feeling called loneliness.don ask me why but it does feel great.once a while there comes a need for you to be alone and do some self reflections.well my time is now.all i did was just think,think and think about everything.i sit there sometime alone just playing the guitar playing tunes from avril lavigne and oag.i even come up with a few songs on my own.

LONELINESS IS A GREAT THING ACTUALLY

D!nkY

PINK TRIANGLE

2005-08-31T21:13:00.000-07:00

well,birthdays aside.its past already.now i lay here thinking about my studies.presents still in my head.mum promised me that she will get me presents when she returns from malaysia.i'm gonna buy clothes man!woohoo.

yes,it was my birthday yesterday.and i can say that i had fun.in the morning,i went to school.teachers day celebration.no studies.just fun and laughter.and i forgot to do the card for the teacher so i did it in class.quite nice uh.

the school has also prepared some class yoga for us in video form.hell,yoga!funny sia the way the instructor doing it.well,we enjoyed doing it anyways.

after that,as usual some performance put up by students and teachers.very boring.then off home we went.but before that,met up with a long lost fren,kather outside school.getting bigger.

den after that followed the rest of the guys to clementi.such a waste of time.not that we know off.the plan was for them to visit their primary schools.actually wanted to visit shuqun but suddenly no mood.so just followed them uh.in the end,both clementi and pei tong had their teachers in meeting.means that they can't see their teachers till 2.wah lao.nvm,we alked off and went to eat at the hawker centre.erms...i had black pepper chicken rice.and with sugar cane juice.

after that we went to jurong east to slack.damn was it sure boring.
we went to the library first where sex books were a favourite,wonder why they publish such books for teens.no wonder there are a lot of sex maniacs out there.then there was a small event which followed everywhere we go.this is all i can offer...

for me to know and for you to find out.

ya,after that went to macdonalds where more slacking is being carried out.sat and talked about somebody.bout this one person.cannot take it man.wah lao.pictures were taken:

okay okay.then the guys had to went off.then it was me with my another group of friends.had fun too.who was there eh...oh,ernie,nunu,carl,alipo,nat,ravi,ken,danial,raz,faisal and some more guys.had fun.got a very nice present.i've put it on guys and i'm never taking it off ever again!thanks a bunch for that.and yeah,jamming and pool.and at pool i won in my very first pool game.wah lao.wah so tired of blogging.right now im learning sheila on 7's sephia guitar chords.wish me luck!

oh ya,edwin wants to take over the school?

d!nkY

WE ARE ALL KINGS AND QUEENS

2005-08-30T00:43:00.000-07:00

kau umpama,merpati putih
patah sayapnya,di udara...

well,like everyone else who blogs,this days it seems that everyone is getting lazier to blog.it's the season of blog laziness.everyone seems to be up to their own things.many things have change these days.many things have i witnessed these past few days.

im just glad that everything between my friends are settled.no fights or arguements guys.i'm happy that it's over.have been going out with you guys the past few days but sorry to say that these days have to concentrate on my pelajaran.you guys understand.maybe tomorrow can uh.

kau selalu tanya tanya ke mana hilangnya minda,
kau selalu tanya tanya ke mana arah tujuan,
tujuanku.........
oooo-wee-oooo........

school,hah!getting sick.i've been under pressure these days.by fnn,bills,performances and some lame things.cobaan...i keep quiet only.everyone's having their problems.what's happening these days?a world without problems is impossible but i try my best.try my best to overcome these obstacles and even try helping my friends who are in problems.we are all humans by the way.we have to help each other in any ways we can.thats the spirit.teenage spirit.

i know you know this cause this happens frequently.ya thats it,i'm bored.really bored...

d!nkY

EVERYONE'S GOT THE SAME STORY

2005-08-27T20:22:00.000-07:00

hey,could it be real?it's all just like a dream.let me explain.amber and me has always been not in the tops but there's always something that makes us think otherwise.hey,im happy for that.dont say that i hate the band.just like yesterday,when we performed the best of the bands interschool.yeah it was fun.a different kind of genre exist there at west spring and i feel that we were in the wrong competition.

it was like a rock fest!no way man.the guys were like all these deep purple and metallica.to be honest,if we knew about this,maybe we wouldn't had joined in the first place but what the heck,part of me tells me to join.i want to join all the competitions available.enjoy life as sixteen before your birthday.yes,that was it.the performance at first had technical difficulties so we had to do a second time.this was the first time we played and got tired after that.maybe we're getting rusty after school of rock.ya,2nd try wasn't bad but my drumstick broke during the performance.well what to do.it didn't matter.i still kept on playing.the results were out.we didn't win.expected though.but at least one thing made us smile.ONE THING.we got a chance to go for a recording and that was all we need to cheer us up.the judges were inspiring.oh yeah,hairul won the best bassist award.congratulation.

okay,tired.next,headed to jurong east to meet the guys,ernie,her sis,ria,alipo and faisal.we all headed to orchard.hell its been a while.relief form all the stress for a while.i've been under a lot of pressure in the past.i hate that feeling.makes me feel uneasy.i can't work like this.yeah,orchard.

walk here and there,eat eat eat,play play play,drum drum drum and talk talk talk.that is all we did.time was running out and i wanted to go home but iwaited for the guys.i thought it didn't matter but in the train my mum msg me.she was angry already that it was late and i had not arrived home.so suddenly i had no mood.i felt like not talking.i can't do anything.i had no mp3.i just stood there.i stared at the ground and my shoes.i stood in one corner away from the others.i know that i wasn't supposed to do that.what would my frens think.then my best fren came.asked about me.that was all i need.thanks best fren.

well yeah.i forgot.at orchard there was like a small gig.didn't care.dunnoe who performed.went to burger king,and saw aspirin and burnout.hell talked to them for a while.hahaha.its been a while.the school of rock days.and they were performing at the small gig.they still rocked as usual.i love those memories.i miss the school of rock contestants.i wanna relive to days again.till then,this is all i have to say.

d!nkY

THE OLD TIMES

2005-08-22T22:45:00.000-07:00

well,i have not been attending school for two days now.fever's the cause and i hate being sick.with this soar throat of mine.i just cant hold on much longer.with the battle of the bands coming up,i gotta be well.i dont wanna disappoint amber and me.

so yeah i was at home today and was real damn bored.i should be resting but i always wanted to find things to do.i just wanted to kill this boredom of mine.well,i came across some old photos.and i would like to share it with you guys.kinda like an eye candy for you guys.enjoy!

hi there!welcome to my past memories!

hey,here's a picture of my dad at his workplace.he works as a mercedes technician if i'm right.wahaha!

i laughed when i see this pic man...can't believe i was into the hip hop shit.it was just a gimmick la.wahahah!

brothers and mommy in indonesia.

cousins during happy times at nenek's house in malaysia.damn fun picture taking session.ya,we had a picture taking session.

me and my nenek at tampin train station.

another picture of the cousins.look at little brother.i damn so want his hair!!!

well.thats it guys.till i find more,i will post it up.till then,YAHHOOOO!!!!!

D!nkY

ARE YOU HOPING FOR A MIRACLE?

2005-08-22T00:27:00.000-07:00

i woke this morning,not going to school.i had fever,superhero fever.this was brought back from best friend's chalet.im still having the fever now but i cant be sleeping all day long can't i?there's nothing that can be achieved from sleeping all day long.

well today there was supposed to be social studies test for me.hell i didn't go.i wanna retake.can't be playing at this stage no more.no more broken hearts for my friends.only a bullet through your hearts if you dwell on it.life goes on.follow a good example.stay alone.stuffs to be left far away and never be touched.

no one likes being sick especially super heroes.choking chicks in solemnly.everybody everybody everybody dies.hell,alipo bought dunkin donuts.you're in the first line.tomorrow school or not?still wondering.just remember kids,it's a violent pornography.

SIC***
d!nkY

LONESOME CHILLI

2005-08-21T01:00:00.000-07:00

hey there....

was tiring last night.....

barbecued....

couldn't sleep there....

took the first train home....

all the way from pasir ris....

and now here i am....

resembling a zombie....

i'm never gonna thon again....

D!nkY

SUPER POWERS OF BEING A PEACE MAKER

2005-08-19T05:42:00.000-07:00

pianos and keyboards....drums and snares......guitars and distorts.....bass and fishes.....

what could this all mean?

NOTHING!

well today school as per normal.still in slipknot fever.i had nothing that made me proud of today.today was just THAT.nothing else.did FnN part b and handed it in.just pass it up.monday must hand in part a.tomorrow got M.I. again.gonna see shahid again.he better come this time.i dont want any other tutor.

had soccer match today.it was the sec 5Ns versus the sec 4s.damn its been a while.wore those total 90 again.it feels great till some part of the match.towards the end.there began an exchange of harsh words to each other's team.why would they wanna fight?its pure nonsensical.hey,at least i stopped it.i prevented a potential fight.....

THE POWERS OF A PEACE MAKER,
d!nkY

I'M A MAGGOT

2005-08-16T15:36:00.000-07:00

hey there maggots!was freasking fun yesterday.its in the morning now and i have to school.went to slipknot's concert yesterday night and the place was filled with maggots of all ages and colours.no boudaries.

i was so lucky enough to get a placing yesterday at school.my fren told me about it.damn man it ws cool.can you believe it,slipknot?wahaha.yeah the place was damn filthy after the show ended.i will update more when i get back from school.for now,enjoy the pics...

updates:
okay okay.i'm back 2 days later.still can't belive i've been there.damn great man.bet alipo's wanted go.hahaha.okay okay.sorry bud.last minute sia.let's tell the tale of what happen on that faithful tuesday...

that tuesday,came to school as per normal.nothing much.everything was fine and dull.study maths,did tests and slacked like a maggot.wait,i wasn't a maggot then.not till mother tongue period...there was a talk between two of my friends who were going to the concert.then they asked me whether i wanted to go or not.i said no cause i have no money.well,that all changed.i went for it.i ended up owing mag a few bucks for the tickets.she had no mood to go so she let me go.wah,damn happy man.that was the turning point for me.now i'm a maggot.

after school,no remedial!more better.it's such a coincidence.met up with the zozi man at boon lay mrt at about 5pm and headed out to dhoby ghaut to meet up with ravinder who has my tickets.the three of us maggots first headed out to plaza singapura to get zozi's maggot cousin's dinner,and then we headed out to park mall where we counted how many maggot fans are there.UNCOUNTABLE.damn.98% of the maggots were in black and so were we.after meeting with the cousin's,we went to fort canning park,the maggoty area full of maggots.

wow.maggots scattered everywhere.we were there,we came,we saw,we smelt the air of maggots.most of them were metal heads.tough,big guys.i thought we're surely gonna die.damn.seriously man.the scene was great.then before the gates were open,the slipknot members arrive in white mercedes to the venue.they were gaurded by big biker boys.i think they're some big biker association of singpore or something.they were also the bouncers i think.hell,it was 7pm and we finally went in.maggots everywhere.the smell of beer everywhere.and i cant stand that.it makes me dizzy.c'mon,the event was sposored by baron's.and the kids there were all drinking and i had to keep my distance.

8pm.music starts.i mean background music.oh yeah,did i say that before the show started,there was background music and played my chemical romance's im not okay.the crowd was like,fuck ah!they were like really unhappy.there was a turning point.when the chorus came,everyone was like,im not ooooooooookay!they were singing to the song man.wonder what will happen if my chemical romance came down to singapore.i dont think so.it's too damn hot here.they can't perform with their ties and coats no more what what the heck?

oh yeah,8:15pm.smoke coming out of the stage,lights started flickering,crowds bodysurfing.damn man,it was really great.being maggots like you just dont care.wish all my freinds could be here but well...ya,they came out with the first song,blister exist and the maggots were moshing like fuck.damn.the barriers came down and everyone moshed.girls and boys moshing away getting into the action.

"my brothers in Singapore....."

ya.a quote from corey,their frontman.they were all crazy man on stage.percussions to drumsets.guitars to the bass.oh my god is insane!damn everything didn't matter.it's all about surviving the night,surviving the whole concert.they talked about their restrictions in singapore which they didn't care at all.it was all no boundaries now.they had alot of difficulty coming to perform here but they still came and performed because of maggots like us.they came because of the fans.

"as god as my witness,we're sure gonna fucking come back here!"

ya,words from corey again.they said that this was one of the best concerts they ever played.when they said that,i was like so happy.now my friends can save money fo the next slipknot in singapore.dont know when though.wow.the concert ended and there was a huge applause fo one of the best metal band.they came on stage all nine of them and started hugging each other.they were really more of brothers.they performed wth all their might.for their maggots.they threw drumsticks down picks and such for the fans.they bowed down to us indicating one of the best crowds ever in their whole performance life.i was really hapy and satisfied throughout the whole thing.damn satisfied.

took a taxi home.tired.bathed.lay down,still thinking about the whole thing.it was damn hard to sleep with their faces still stick in my mind.im still puzzled by how aslam they could come to the event.he doesn't have any tickets or what.puzzling...

maggot in the mrt

crowd of maggots

maggot buddies

me

D!nkY

DUNKIN DONUTS DAY

2005-08-15T07:08:00.000-07:00

oh i have nothing else to say.the only thing is,when my parents came back from visiting my parents at malaysia,they brought back so much food.and what caught my eyes are 2 large boxes of dunkin' donuts.woohooo!!!great timing too.i just came back home and am starving.ughh!!!i cant talk much...enjoy these pics as i endulge in donut madness!!!

the 2 boxes.

my most favourite donut.mint.

mmmm....donuts...reminds me of the donutelles...

D!nkY

MCFLY IN THE STORE

2005-08-14T06:49:00.000-07:00

well,im back today.was so tiring that the moment i reached home,i just went flat.now i dont know if i wanna do my homework or not.i just woken up from sleep and suddenly felt a rush to do this post.i also realise that have not bathe since i came home.

today as you all know(if you read the last post),hafiz's band went to jam.they were practising for teacher's day and they were performing it's all about you by mcfly.their vocalist can't make it and i had to become the vocals.okay what.i cannot tahan sia must sing.i love singing too.especially when i'm singing while playing the guitar.oh so shiok.and i have to save money for my handphone bill.

after the 2 hour jamming session,we went to the pasar malam where stupid things start to happen.an example,taking photos like this:

kinda shocking isn't it?hahaha.and look at that fringe.i cannot tahan sia.grow faster!wah lao.nevermind.i am still alive.hey,enough,lets go to jurong point and eat.we ate at the banquet there and i had wanton noodle.mmmm,wanton noodle....

beaten up boy?

yin na dey?

kim siong fishball noodle.

mmm....wanton noodle...

bon apetite!

till then,you guys just chill.im out.

d!nkY

BOON LAY MADNESS

2005-08-13T02:26:00.000-07:00

UPDATES CAN BE FOUND BELOW:

i'm bored.waiting for ernie since 3pm.it's like 5:27pm now.hafiz said that there is gonna be a concert here at boon lay and i'm shocked that i dont even know about it.it's like everyone knows about it.how could this be?well.maybe i'm going there just chilling around.are you guys coming down?i heard there's taufik,rui en and sly all these.it's near my house and it's so convenient.

everytime i play the black hawk down,i get dizzy.you know,all this first person shooter games.whenever you turn,you get dizzy and even vomit.i can't take no more.haha.hey,the game is great so no complaints.complaints?oh my god...anyway these war games attract me so much.they're like so fun.i wanna be in a war.i wanna hold a carbine.i wanna shout fire in the hole.dreaming...

so the boon lay concert.im like waiting for a few of calls from my friends,ernie,alipo,ravi and nat.i have no mood to go out to far away places today.got my m1 bill today too.didn't sign up for all these services and the guys from m1 state it there.i think there must be a mistake cause i don't do toto and 4D.wonder why eh...

im still having a headache from black hawk down.takes time for this type of thing to recover.need some classical music right now.i need it...maybe updates later.for now,rest.

updates:

well here i am in the morning.still tired after last night's "taking care" of aslam who slept over
at my house.he thought the last train had finished but actually,excuses.nevermind,i have company for the night.

okay,yesterday night was fun.taufik fans everywhere.why are makciks going crazy?taufik sure is a heart throb to them and i can see why.the way he performs and the way he sings.its understandable.haiya,also,banglas everywhere.i thought their off day was on sunday but how come it's so dark this saturday?weird.

met up with alipo at 7:40pm and then naz,aslam and lastly nat who was from town.naz and aslam suddenly disappeared.i didn't know where they went.so it was left me alipo and nat just sitting around,in and out of jurong point and going to the toilet.took pictures too:

alipo smiling cause someone's there.

alipo seen here telling his stories.

alipo seen here getting scolded.hahaha!

and me seen here with the fringe.

aslam and me played black hawk down at night.

aslam snoozing away.

well there are still more pictures but i lazy lah.later going out to see hafiz's band jam.i wanna play too.can right guys?right right right?alright!ahaha.my parents went to malaysia.my grandad's sick.i hope that he will be fine cause there ain't any other atoks that rocks like him.till then,chiaoz!

D!nkY

d!nkY

6AM COFFEE EXPRESS

2005-08-12T03:02:00.000-07:00

guys,guys,guys...a new skin!big deal.just changed for fun.out of boredom.today,nothing new.the same old things.wonder what am i gonna do after blogging.

today at school as per normal.woke up late...well,almost that is.i woke up at 7:10am.eventhough school's like so near,it's still considered almost late.seriously.the time i take to bathe,put on clothes and do my hair=late.i managed to come on time.everything went well in the morning till the form teacher pulled down my hair.the most crucial thing for me and he's gonna cut it.i thought to myself,"oh hell no!".then again,he's given too much chances to be since the first day this year.so i had to give in.he cut my fringe.

laugh lah all you want.

damn classmates.haha,kidding kidding.love you guys.the hair's not that bad anyways.the only thing is that the guys call me a rat now.huh?rat?haha,anything lah.so i went through school today with a "rat" haircut and it feels good.im not ganna cut my hair.i like it.this "rat" hair of mine is just trying to test my patience.well,you're gonna grow back anyway.so please....

grow faster.

met up with alipo and avril today to pass his dolita.they had soccr later and suddenly we ended up finding work at jurong point.at coffee bean and at fish and co.the place is nice.near my home some more.i need to pay my handphone bills so i really hope to get this.i wanna work with alipo.no better company to work with cause i can go on and on and disturb him with the....wahaha!yeah just hope.

so tomorrow?

so which is which?there's ernie and alipo tomorrow.plans are unclear.i dont understand.best friends come first though.so you want to give me a ring-a-ling tonight?sure best friends.alipo,also anything uh.just a call away or are you too busy with ehem*,ehem*?hahaha.okay okay.

again,happy birthday NADON!

sure must be happy now.got your mp3 at last.a creative mp3.im gonna get one for my birthday.think so.haiya.gotta start practising again.battle of the bands coming up.im so excited.wonder how will it go.till then,practise,practise and more practise.

d!nkY

BE MY,VALENTINE

2005-08-11T02:20:00.000-07:00

well,
only we know.
sarcastic monster.
glad it didn't stretch on and torture.
hope that whatever your rants is about are meaningful to you.
well,i just think its of no use.
i can't stand complaints.

it makes no difference.

say whatever you wanna say.
cause it means shit to me.
and you complain about people.
well how about you?

are you blind?

can't belive it.
look what you made me do.
complaining.
just shut it.
the person you should be complaining is yourself.
take a good look.

do yoga perhaps.

well,do realise.
recognize.
change.
thats all i've to say.
you're just an ignorant person.
it's all about you.
what about the rest of the world?

no one's perfect.

seriously.
i stress that you give a good thought.
your rants are useless.
it just makes things worse.
so again,
just shut it.

D!nkY

RAZ,THE BEAR

2005-08-10T02:24:00.000-07:00

hullo and happy birthday singapore.had a blast yesterday.from afternoon till night i had such a blast.donutelles had a jamming session for two hours yesterday.played originals composed by us.basically i feel that originals are much more easier to play cause its your own.ya.jammed at around 2:30pm and other than the donutelles,there was adam(nad's brother) and raz,the bear.we ended two hours after that.and yeah,were the girls tired after that.i can't wait to finish up the song.i can see that the girls are putting in their all when playing.nat,who has no experience what's so ever can play according to the timing given.nadon is able to carry out last minute simple guitar chords.nurul now can do a drum roll.ernie is at her best and she helps me teach the rest.a successful side project.

after jamming,nat had to split with us.she's meeting up with her friend who's performing at the ndp celebration in jurong east and will be joining us at city hall.adam also split with us.so it was left the five of us and we proceeded to raffles place.nadon went off to meet her boyfriend.and then there were four.we went to the merlion where the crowd was increasingly getting bigger.we got a comfortable place on the steps of the merlion.it was so near to the sea and it felt great being around raz,ernie and nurul.sat and listened to raz's songs and what so ever.great having him around.nurul gettin impatient.haha.fireworks was superb.the best view ever so far in my memory of watching NDP's fireworks.serious,the best.then we went to eat at lau poo sat or is it lau pu sat?i drank horlicks and damn has it been a while.it felt so good.the taste.mmm....horlicks.

after eating,went to raffles mrt.there,waited for alipo's.....hahaha.joking joking.ya.then went home.nurul,carl and raz still wanted to walk walk,whereas me.ernie and nat were restless as ever.so we went home.no doubt.and we took the long train.jurong east via woodlands.just to hang out like that.i was too tired.so kind of took a shut eye while the two girls gossip.hahaha.i dont knowlah.they talked about hair i think.and ernie said that girls with short hair are like very mischievious.really uh?listened to alipo's songs on his iPOD.i feel bad for taking his iPOD for too long.

we better meet up alipo.cause im in love with you and your new found glory shirt.nolah,just kidding.jamming?cute without the e?just ring-a-ling me.alipo ice cream.

happy national day to all singaporeans!

d!nkY

THE TAXI RIDE

2005-08-06T21:23:00.000-07:00

hey,sorry for this late post alipo.bro on the comp more often these days and i have no chance of using the comp.so,now that i have a chance,i will now post on the summary of yesterday.hahaha.

yesterday was saturday and i had maths remediation with yhe M.I. students.this was a one on one tutorial and i think that it was essential for me.now i can do trigonometry already.well,just abit maybe but still its alot for me.i thank shahid,my tutor for teaching and guiding me.what did i do next eh...oh ya.me,hafiz,edwin,han xian,darren and see yeo actually wanted to go to jurong point to eat but in the end me and hafiz turned around and played guitar.we met up with them again at 1pm for badminton.i didn't play lah cause i sont want to get tired casue later meeting the guys and gals.saw 5na1 too.they were really enthusiastic about monday's national day celebration.our class has no preparation whatsoever.we just stay and watch the show.red is what im wearing tomorrow.okay okay,1:15pm i went home to bathe.

went out at 1:45pm and met up with the guys atjurong east mrt station.there was raz,alipo,ernie and nat.and then nthe rest of the day was crazy.and i can see alipo's face smiling all the time.hahaha,right dude?wonder why...okay,we headed out to orchard to meet up with nurul and her rul rul guy.they look so nice just like alipo and......shhhh.then after meeting them,we headed out to eat at i forgot where.i know its orchard lah.

after eating,we seperated with nurul for a while and we headed out to forum,to play the guitars.teach nat too and the fact that she's still new,i've decided with ernie that she will play bass.she has no problem doing so.she can play,all she needs is time.right alipo?then its ernie's turn to seperate from us.she's meeting her friend at hard rock cafe for pool i guess.pool pool pool.that's all that my best friend does.alipo talked about all this stuffs that has got to do with those supernatural stuffs.things his teacher has taught him.got one time he talked about somebody being able to see the animal faces in humans.what we really are.he even said that there are faces of pochong so i a thought to myself,pochong and animals dont have a connection right?i asked alipo if he can see if there faces of penises.kinda dumb actually but i still wanted to ask.and then raz and nat started laughing.since we got hot in the sun,e kept the guitars and went into toys 'r' us.so long since i've been there.the place that i cried for a digimon.no,really,i cried.small kid what.anyway,we played with toys and games.then it was time to go.bought ice cream at macdonald's and sat outside the forum.mmm...chocolate sundae....hey,you know what,we were really lazy to walk all the way from the forum to the mrt station so what the heck,took the taxi.

oh yeah,the taxi ride in the middle of orchard road.the sights,the scenery.wahaha!look at it.i can see people walking!wahaha!though the guys in the taxi can't see why im so excited but still,we took a taxi in orchard!woohoo!okah okay,ook a taxi to esplanade.got fireworks what.so headed there and when there's fireworks,there's that romantic feeling in the air.kinda good for alipo.hahaha.ya,met mamat there and with his girl,tini from everti.ken all was there.soon after,i began to feel the tiredness.after the fireworks,met up eith ernie again and then went to eat at funan.

funan's macdonald's that is,the place that raz mistaken my name for dick.im no dick lah though i have it.dick and dink dont mean the same thing.wah lao,then give me nugget.forgiven.oh,so tired.and oh yeah,raz steeped on the escalator,cos he thought it was moving when actually it had stopped.he stood there for a moment.hahaha.razapurri.haiya,yesterday was fun.its been a long while.and i for sure know alipo had so much fun the whole time.alipo if you're reading this,i know you're grinning right now on that chair of yous.hahaha,relax uh bro.thanks for lending me your ipod shuffle.if not i will be lonely all the way home.tuesday going out agin with them.jamming.till then,chiaozi-mara-pundi!

d!nkY

BLISTERS FOR YOU

2005-08-05T05:24:00.000-07:00

okay,dah friday.i'm so relieved.edwin's birthday too.happy birthday boy!haha,but he got scolded this morning.it's okay,it's cool.never got you a present.nevermind,we still guitar mates at block 669's playground right?hahaha.well ya,it's friday and it's been so boring this week.wait,it has been boring every week,month and even years.so glad that there holidays coming up.and i'm gonna have so much fun.

tomorrow is saturday.i have maths class till 11am.isn't that kinda sucks?before holidays you get your least favourite subject as remedial.luckily it isn't mrs ng or she'll nag and nag for that maths file.nevermind,it's all good.

gonna meet the donuts tomorrow.i think the guys too uh alipo ken all these.wonder what's it gonna be like.cause im like so bored.there's nothing much going on.esplanade tomorrow.wah!so shiok uh.cannot tahan.fireworks uh alipo?esplanade uh?anywhere except town uh.im so sick of town.what do you get anyway there?i'm gonna do my maths homework later.for now,relaxation...

d!nkY

GUITAR SOLO AROUND 12 MIDNIGHT

2005-08-04T05:46:00.000-07:00

hi,what have you slimebags been up to lately?sure is bored these days.all i can say is that im so looking forward to next week cause it feels like there's four days off school.no no no,it's 5 days off school.there's also that national day celebration atmosphere going on at school and at the rest of singapore.meeting friends everywhere from through out singapore.its a time honoured tradition.wonder what will i do these holidays?anyone will you please suggest to me?

lately,its all been guitars to me.nothing else.i've been trying to find the right chords for the donutelles which has been revived.saturday is the dateline and i'm adjusting the solo for my best friend.hope it's not much of a problem.and the rest of the crew,hope this song isn't too much of a problem to you all.i'll try to improvise and make it as simple as i can.tests lately.

i predict a riot.

im thinking of changing the blog song again.remember that tune,na na na na naa?well,it's gonna come back to stuckedupfools.blogspot.com soon.well,it's a catchy tune and i just simply love it.

kaiser chief's-na na na na naa

Na Na Na Na Naa
Na Na Na Na Naa
Na Na Na Na Naa
Na Na Na Na Naa
It does not move me it does not get me going at all
Na Na Na Na Naa
Na Na Na Na Naa
It does not shift me it's not the kind of thing that I like
Na Na Na Na Naa
Na Na Na Na Naa
It does not move me it's not the kind of thing that I like
Na Na Na Na Naa
Na Na Na Na Naa
She does not listen she's too wrapped up with all of her things
Na Na Na Na Naa
Na Na Na Na Naa
This does not get to me 'cos she's not the kind of girl that I like
Na Na Na Na Naa
Na Na Na Na Naa
She does not move me she's not the kind of girl that I like
Na Na Na Na Naa
Na Na Na Na Naa
It does not move me it's not the kind of thing that I like
Na Na Na Na Naa
Na Na Na Na Naa
Na Na Na Na Naa
Na Na Na Na Naa
It does not move me (it does not move me) it does not get me going at all
Na Na Na Na Naa
Na Na Na Na Naa
It does not shift me (it does not shift me) it's not the kind of thing that I like
Na Na Na Na Naa
Na Na Na Na Naa
It does not move me it's not the kind of thing that I like
Na Na Na Na Naa
Na Na Na Na Naa

IT'S THE END

2005-08-03T03:48:00.000-07:00

No Doubt's-Dont Speak

You and me
We used to be together
Every day together always

I really feel
That I’m losing my best friend
I can’t believe
This could be the end

It looks as though you’re letting go
And if it’s real,
Well I don’t want to know

Don’t speak
I know just what you’re saying
So please stop explaining
Don’t tell me ’cause it hurts
Don’t speak
I know what you’re thinking
I don’t need your reasons
Don’t tell me ’cause it hurts

Our memories
They can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening

As we die, both you and i
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry

Don’t speak
I know just what you’re saying
So please stop explaining
Don’t tell me ’cause it hurts no no no
Don’t speak
I know what you’re thinking
And I don’t need your reasons
Don’t tell me ’cause it hurts

It’s all ending,
I gotta stop pretending who we are...

You and me
I can see us dying... are we?

Don’t speak
I know just what you’re saying
So please stop explaining
Don’t tell me ’cause it hurts no no
Don’t speak
I know what you’re thinking
And I don’t need your reasons
Don’t tell me ’cause it hurts
Don’t tell me ’cause it hurts
I know what you’re saying
So please stop explaining
Don’t speak don’t speak don’t speak
No I know what you’re thinking
And I don’t need your reasons
I know you good I know you good
I know you real good oh

La la la la la la la la la
Don’t don’t ooh ooh
Hush hush darling
Hush hush darling
Hush hush don’t tell me ’cause it hurts
Hush hush darling
Hush hush darling
Hush hush don’t tell me ’cause it hurts

NUNU ON THE DRUMS

2005-08-01T06:05:00.000-07:00

ok,just came back after the meeting.initially i only wanted to meet ernie just to pass her the money and to take b-quartet's cd.in the end,we end up having all the donuts came together.the four of us.we hanged around jurong east for a moment just me,ernie and nadonut.just to wait for nunu.she was from school at the time and we waited till 4:30pm.before this,while eating at long john with the 2 donuts,we planned to go to jam.and that was what we did.nurul didn't know where we were heading cause we kept saying nonsensical stuff.

headed to level 3 and she still doesn't know what we were gonna do till the moment we headed into the studio.wah so many bands and lucky when we came in got one band go out.now can jam.head into the studio and i dont know what the heck we played but i guess that's what you get when you're not prepared.best friend having a hard time there.haha.nunu on the drums.i was on bass.the 2 donuts on the guitars.this placing happened cause we dunno what to do.just hang around and jammed.played an original.hahaha.the title is,nunu on the drums.sang by me.siak uh.hey and nunu could really drum.she followed her heart on certain parts of the song which fitted in nice.she's creative and so were we.hey,nice job.meeting them this weekend to edit the song.till then,sayonara.donuts revived.

d!nkY

A BEST FRIENDS DAY OUT

2005-07-31T20:38:00.000-07:00

hello.dinkarooney here once again after getting attacked by the da nang boys.haha.they are one of a kind gang.yesterday went out about 1 cause ernie had to attend to some things with her family.hey it's her sister's birthday and its understandable.such a good sister buying presents and stuffs.whereas for me i have nothing to say.yesterday was hakheems birthday too and i gave him was that he could play the playstation 2 for the whole day and he did make use of this opportunity.dont say i am a bad brother.

ya,i went out at 1.met smelly boy with the school of rock sleeveless shirt at kfc.then with the rest of the da nang boys at the jurong east ice skating rim.while waiting for ah ming helena to arrive from his i dunno what services,we played the guitar at the ice skating place.wah lao,ah ming,slow until like slowpoke sia...wait,slowking i guess.or maybe i watch too much pokemon?nah,its true.change attitude la.

wah mad until like siao sia.i went out and met up with ernie,the bestest best friend in the world.hahaha.and nadon too lah how can i forget her.best friends for life.so i met up with ernie and went up to juntion.wah lao,gerek dudes.the crowd.met jawanun there too.he's as short as ever.hahaha.relax.S.O.S crew yeah?hahaha.

after the we went off to esplanade,durian palace and waht a coincidence,B-quartet's performing!!!oh yeah.lucky today was an off day if not i wont be able to watch my most favourite local band alongside serenaide.their performance was superb.macam kena sampuk.i have never seen anybody perform in a box.crazy fellas.but they were like out of this world.martians maybe?wah.ernie got me their cd!wooooooo.power sia this best friend.i'll pay her back later when i meet her at the library.nadon's coming too.gathering of the donuts?hahaha.my mom's like laughing like crazy now.she's on the phone.talking in some maid language.hahaha.okay2,till then,take care and shake more.

d!nkY

THE DA NANG BOYS

2005-07-30T19:34:00.000-07:00

its been awhile since i last blogged.things have been busy and i just dont have the time for this and whatever shity things.going out is also a problem cause i just dont wanna affect my studies.but yesterday and today i have made my off day to take off time from studies.yesterday,i went to farah's birthday party at costa sands chalet.

there was all kinds of poeple there.i didn't know much of the people there.i just came there cause it's farah's birthday and i know her.got her merci chocolates.i met up with ken,ernie,her sister,afiq and alipo then we went to costa sands.its been a while since i went out with them,my primary school mates.off to costa sands.i felt awkward at first when we arrived there.there was so many poeple there and i didn't kow them.nevermind,met up with nurul and farah there.the "sisters".okay then everything felt better.not so awkward anymore.the food looks great too and alipo cvan't wait to get his hands on them....so do i.how can i resist b.b.q. meat...sedap!

we hanged out around there,on the beach anywhere around the area lah and it felt so relieved getting away from studies.we went home at 12am and ernie's dad sent me home.thanks so much for that.best frens what...haha.

today,we're going to the school of rock finals to cheer the remaining bands.i really hope its either 3dash1 or aspirin will win.i cann see the potential and they're super friendly.well,best of luck guys.give it your all.gonna meet the guys later.calling them now.

d!nkY

JOINED THE CASUALTY LIST

2005-07-24T05:16:00.000-07:00

well,what do you think of today?who did you vote for?who made it to the top 10?who rocked the stage?who had the best song?who made the most mistakes?

well,we didn't make it to the top 10 and that was a real bummer.at first everything just came falling down but these things wont last long.after eating at jurong point,i felt much and more better.what did i eat just now....oh ya,mee soto with lotsa chilli.sweaty boy~

woke up at 5 am today.met up with zhi jian and zhi hao at 6am under my block then met up with fiza and hairul at the bukit batok mrt.went all the way to junction 8.had sound check in the morning and then we were put in a waiting room before the performance.it was damn tiring even just after sound check.sweaty boy~

i dont know la.there was so much things goin on today that i lose my mind.im confused and also tired.we evn played soccer in the waiting room together with the other bands.that was great.the class of 2005 were uniting as one.3 dash 1 were one of them.friendly fellas.after the soccer,i was damn tired.sweaty boy~

then i forgot everything that happened after that.confused lah...this and that then went there and here.wah lao.all i remember was that we didnt make it into the top 10 when sheikh haikel and marilyn lee announced the bands.damn it
all i remember was that we were with everti.thats all.and yeah move here move there,of course la tired.sweaty boy~

the rest of the time was spent eating at jurong point and here i am now.so tired and abit disppointed and depressed.i hope these thing wont last long.i dont know if im coming to school tomorrow.well,all i know is that im tired and photos of the semifinals today will be up soon.so tired now,muscles aching.sweaty boy~

dinky

AS THE SUN SETS

2005-07-22T06:42:00.000-07:00

its getting nearer day by day and i wonder how we'll do.things are ready and we are all set for this showdown of the teen bands.what will happen?what will the judges say?what will the crowd say?how will they react?who will get into the next round?most importantly,who will emerge as the champion for THE STRAIT TIMES SCHOOL OF ROCK?

today,school.totally no mood for this study shits right now.the school today is in cultural night mood.cultural night is organised by boon lay sec at NUS.wish i could go but school of rock leys...the cultural night thing is tonight and tomorrow night.naz performing.hope he is able to do he's best.the drum major.ya,and the class today really got no mood.got to do class decoration some more.i think most of the time do class decoration.im bored now.

after school at 12:40pm,hafiz went to my house to which the original plan was to watch ghost train but my brother was using the dvd player so cannot.hohoho.in the end we switched on the computer and was glued onto it.received all the racial harmony day pictures already.it was cool man.here's a few,together with some other beard shits,

ya,hairul looks like goddamn freaking old apek sia.i cannot tahan see his apek face.like wanna kena smack with drumstick.hahaha.okay okaylah.ya.i did received the recorded interview at W.K.R.Z. radio station.it was cool man.im gonna upload it tom my blog soon.ya.im tired too now.just came from jamming.tomorrow also jam.i wonder just how will it turn out like this sunday.just wonder.all bands are good i can assure you that.they didn't make it to the top 20 from 207 bands for nothing.its all or nothing now.give it a 1000%!till then dinky signing off.

DInKY

BAY BEAT YOU UP

2005-07-20T01:12:00.000-07:00

my mostwell,here's a late update on the trip to the last day of baybeats.my mates on the day were naz,aslam and aizat.i dont know where the rest have gone.probably just shaking around?

well,i met up with aslam that afternoon around three and we went to city hall.there,we saw aizat standing there.he's waiting for somebody i know it.when we approached him,he replied he was waiting for someone.lets get this straight.the original plan was,i meet up with aslam at buona vista then meet up with naz at city hall.we didn't know that aizat was coming along and when we ask who was he waiting for,he said naz.for how long?a hour an a half.wahahha.that was damn lame.we proceeded to esplanade after naz has arrived.and after he got talked some sense from aizat.hahaha.

well,esplanade.population=uncountable.very messy.the moment i stepped foot on the esplanade grounds,i felt like vomitting,force vomitting.headache,too many people.and there's all kind of people.when you have an event like has got something to do with alternative/indie bands,expect to see all kinds of weirdos wearing things and trying to different from the rest.well,they look cool anyway so let them be what they are.hey,it's almost 5.gotta grab some seats for serenaide,my most favourite local band here in singapore.well they're really cool.they have a very unique sound which seperates them from the rest of the other local bands here in singapore.here's 2 pics of them performing:

after the performance,we slacked around city hall taking pics and stuff.and to pass the time,more pics were taken with the camera.i just love it.the place we hanged out the most was at marina square,the third floor.to eat and to enjoy the scenery.was really damn bored waiting for the marilyns to play which was at 7:30pm at the arena.the time was 6 and we were slackening about the whole city hall.here's some pics:

and then there were the marilyns.they were cool too and they were from malaysia.haiya,im so tired today.just got back from school after waiting for hafiz and hairul for 1hr30mins for them to finish the class deco.i got pissed and went home.

ya,yesterday amber and me got interviewed on w.k.r.z. radio station.that was cool.we were interviewed by susan walker also the star in first mums.she's the one who smokes i think.she was cool and she sang our song too!wow,well,this semi finals are gonna be a blast.im sure gonna enjoy it playing there.we made friends with aspirin too.they're cool too.those pictures will be up sooner or later.haha,okay,chiaoz!

latest pics:
welcome!
susan walker

d!nkY

COLD WAR

2005-07-16T19:22:00.000-07:00

yesterday was a fun day.had to wake up very early in the morning.i think i woke up at 5:55am.i called zhi jian to give a wake up call at 6am.at least you woke up.okay okay.then ironed clothes,bathed,brushed my teeth and relax before 7am.i met with zhi jian under my block at 7:15am and then with smelly hairul and fiza at jurong east mrt,last cabin.we had a laugh in the train.ya,we did saw the other band,everti was in the train too with us in the same cabin.they saw amber and me too.ya,the two bands headed to....alamak,i forgot.i think its bedok or something.then got down and took the taxi to marine cove.it was a real cold day.my kind of day.makes me so happy.but i made me unhappy too as the road was jam and we were almost late for our timeslot.our timeslot is at 9:30am.we arrived at east coast macdonald at 9:15am.

shit,the place is crowded with singaporeans.what the hell are they crowding the place for?move bitch,get out of the way,get out of the way bitch,get out of the way.okay,found the theatre.we reported our arrival to the personnel in charge.next band and also first band playing:amber and me.got up on stage at about 9:35am.there was a huge crowd down there but the feeling is still the same.i hope it stays this way at junction 8.so played the song we played for auditions.ya it was okay.i missed about 3 beats as the snare had a microphone attached to it.i accidentally hit the microphone three times.nvm,the crowd didn't even realised it.next band:everti.hey,they were up next.stayed for a while to see.they played city of angels by the distillers.okaylah,they were good too.what do you expect,all 20 bands are good.then next was self made,the blink 182 clones.they were everything blink 182.they were dressed like them,the way the drummer played was like the way travis played,the guitarist had tom's guitar,their song is everything the same.this was like,where's the originality.i hear they're gonna be performing another blink song for the semi finals.haiya.nevermind.i thought the judges said that originality is important.what's this?

after the two bands had played,we went 7-11 to grab a drink.7-11 also crowded,macdonlad also crowded,basically everywhere also crowded.well,its a saturday anyway.what did we do after that aye....oh ya.

took pictures of the band.pictures will be up not long.for now,just text.ya we went to makan chicken rice at amber road.such a coincidence,amber road.no no no no,everywhere was amber,amberville,aber lodge,amber this amber that.after eating,zhi jian and me went to beach road to get his shoes.and then we headed to tanjong pagar to his mother shop.his mother is a real hairstylist.the shop is nice too and they offered to wash my hair.i was shy lah so i never go ahead.meet up with the rest at esplanade library.i and zhi jian had a great time sleeping in the library at the couches.it was gerek!before this we were tired but now,wah,so refreshed.we ate again at marina square.this ime nasi lemak.quite nice uh.alot of things on the nasi lemak.after eating,esplanade again for baybeats.wah.so many frineds there.boon lay juniors,old school friends,the bands connected to me:the franksteens and donutelles they were all there.oh yeah.and im gonna be there again tonight for the best bands.electrico,cnat miss that.serenaide too,cant miss that.i'm still thinking who to go with.nvm,i'll find someone.

dinky

ATTACK DINKY DAY?

2005-07-15T07:13:00.000-07:00

hi guys,dinky here again.today's like very tiring.today's the day we jam for the pre-show tomorrow at marine-cove.east coast right?ya,i think so.haiya,amber and me first band to perform.so early somemore.our performance is at 9:30am.

school today.new adjunct teacher added into our class.for maths,now im under mr kumar,the cool dude with a sprained ankle.he wears slippers to school,unlike all the other teachers.for chemistry,i have switched teachers.from miss tham,now im under mr tan.oh ya,mr tan under alot of pressure now.our class needs the deco done by next week.and mr tan is our form teacher.he has orders by his boss to carry out.we will finish the deco by next week.mr tan also teaches science to 6 graduating classes.how hard is that?under pressure.poor mr tan,eat more chicken rice.

after school and remedials,amber and me jammed for 2 hours.$32 altogether.we all burned pur pockets today cause tomorrow's the pre-show.the 20 bands will be there to perform too.how's that for competition.but tomorrow's not the competition.it's just a show for a us to taste abit of the crowd that we're gonna face in the semis.wonder how will it turn out.song of choice has been chosen.all we gotta do now is to have a good nights rest and get ready for tomorrow cause we're gonna meet at 7:30am tomorrow.im gonna wake up at 6am.thats real early and on a saturday some more.nevermind.its okay.school of rock!

i sprained my leg today.dunno how to say it exactly.it happened when we were jamming.now how to play?how to perform?legs are abit better now at home but i cant step the hi-hat paddle properly.it feels numb.oh my god,and hairul sprained his hand.how to play?hope everything goes well tomorrow.we'll see.first band some more.early in the morning some more.gotta some rest now.bye bye!

d!nkY

RACIAL FRIENDLINESS

2005-07-13T06:46:00.000-07:00

hi there.dinky here once again.today,is racial harmony day for boon lay secondary.its great to have such events in school as we get to relax for a while from the daily studies.we had like the first six periods of studies and the rest were left for us to relax.the lower sec has put up stalls for the charity bazaar.so we had like coupons for this bazaar and i spent all of them as quickly as possible.bought all food cause suring the six periods,my stomach was grumbling.i couldn't take it.i couldn't concentrate at all.all i kept thinking about is the food.wonder whats cooking downstairs.i could smell the satay cooking downstairs.mmm....yummy!

i was so restless till i took that pic in class.i was going crazy.i was going mental.when the bell rang at about 10:10am,i felt relieved.MAKAN!oh yeah baby.there was alot of choice.i was spoilt for choice.everything was perfect but the music that the kids played were noisy.mostly simple plan songs.once or twice is fine,but it kept repeating and repeating.so i decided to buy the food and go to the back of the DnT block and sit there.peaceful at last.eat,eat and eat.thats all i did today and by the time i had finished eating,it was 12:30pm.my remedial was at 1:40pm and did not know what to do.so up i stood and went to the general office and sat in there.fuh~air-con service.i dont like being sweaty so that was a good idea.the discipline people there and the clerks didn't say anything so i sat there.cooling ohh....shit,it was time.time to go up to class.

my most prized possession.haha.thank you.i would like to thank my mom,my dad,my friends,my cat,my drumsticks,my mp3....and so on.headed back to class.that pic was taken before remedial.i was bored so dont blame me.oh ya,we took a photo together with mrs ng,our maths teacher.

oh how restless i was.taking out that kain songket that i was wearing and just put it on like that.how could this be.haha.okay okay.remedial and stuffs went on and after that,amber and me had to meet to go to city music store.we were gonna tune our bass and guitars and suit and get use to the line 16 amps which were superb!they are magnificent piece of technology.we went there and reached at 5:30pm.style sia the place.the amps were nice.the vox amps especially.they were damn superb.and they were white in colour.after tuning we ate at the nearby food stall and then hairul and his girlfren had to go off.that left us with me,zhi jian,fiza and hafiz.we wanted to take photos so we walked somemore.at the nearby nationla library,we took this photo...

and at chijmes we took...

yes.we were getting tired.legs screaming and begging for mercy.okay,i understand you legs.lets go home.and there you have it.cant wait for baybeats.amber and me will be there to watch with a couple of friends also.its gonna be great,its gonna be fun!serenaide playing.so happy.wow.let me skank a little before i say bye...

okay,i dont know how to do it.i sucked.nevermind,whatevers.im tired.wahaha.okay okay,till here.you people out there STOP SMOKING!okay,bye.

d!nkY

1,2,3 BEFORE THE SOLO

2005-07-10T04:38:00.000-07:00

ANOTHER SUNDAY MORNING BUT IT FEELS ALL SO DIFFERENT.

dinky

OLDER=BETTER+WISER?

2005-07-09T05:22:00.000-07:00

ya,one thing kept me pissed today.nvm,i got over it.its like im used to the shitty things you do to me.so what?this family thinks that older=better+wiser huh?so be it.cause im used to it.dont ask me why or what happened.this kinda of thing if being said,it boils the blood in me.please cooperate to keep the peace in me people.

today,amber and me went to sph building in toa payoh for the interview by this reporter and to go through the photoshoot.this was for the straight times tomorrow or monday.we're not sure.~this posts has been edited due to the confidential state of the statement made~

you guys who have forgotten when is the semi finals of school of rock,its on the 24th of july 2005.but before the semi finals,the will be a pre-show for the bands who made it to the next round.this includes amber and me.the lady from school of rock told us that this pre-show was to ensure that we have a taste of the crowd before performing at the semi finals in junction 8.the pre-show will be held on this 16th of july.so if you want a taste of amber and me,then come on down on on the 16th to see what its gonna be like on the semi finals.voting is essential for the semi finals.it helps the band gain extra points in the competition.if you guys like amber and me,then vote!dont hesitate,VOTE!

well its been a tiring day today.helped naqqy do the fatamorgana logo at the durian palace today and primary five students are heading to the padang for the ndp pre-show.so funi was like heading for the city link shopping centre but roads are like blocked everywhere.it was cool when i saw the tanks parked outside this place.they were so big.its different upclose.well basically breathed in the air from city hall today after all the contract thingy.im so exhausted.i dont want to belive that you* are a racist.i still believe in you*.i can't force you* to do anything.

D!nkY

SYMPTOMS OF A DISEASE

2005-07-07T06:54:00.000-07:00

school,where we go to study and play.also to make friends.as usual,today was nothing much.today remedial was super irritating.the weather was super hot and super humid.i was wearing my p.e. shirt so it wasn't as bad as the rest of my classmates who wore their school uniform.hairul was really smelly.hahaha.

during chemistry remedial,we were all falling asleep.seriously couldn't take it anymore.it was like the time stood still torturing us.i was half human,half zombie.can't explain why though.i slept early yesterday sia but still feel tired.is there an explanation for such a disease?is this a symptom of a disease?

hairul,smelly as hell,was also falling asleep beside me.zombies.coming to like 3/4 of the remedial which was about 4:10pm,he suddenly regenerated energy.his body was all lively again and i was shocked to why he was suddenly reacting this way.i know it has got something to do with his handphone cause he looked at it before reacting in this weird manner.WEIRD.i asked him,

dinky:apesal ngan kau?(what's wrong with you?)
smelly hairul:oooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhh!
dinky:what la...
smelly hairul:we're going live on air in the radio!
dinky:what radio?whats all this about?
smelly hairul:fiza just messaged me that the lady from school of rock called her.we're gonna be interviewed live on W.K.R.Z. radio station on the 19th of july.

i was like,coool man.really cool.amber and me on the radio?how fortunate could this band be?suprise after another.ya,and today amber and me had a meeting as we were gonna finish up the composed song.its top secret for now.guess all of you will have to come down to junction 8 to see and hear us perform that song.hafiz and zhi hao was with us too today when we're practising.amber and me also got to take note of our schedule for this month.the schedule was told by the fiza.amber and me's schedule for july:

11th july 2005:send in demo to WKRZ cause they're gonna play our song on the radio.WOOHOO!

16th july:preview showcase at marina cove where all the bands from school of rock are gonna play for fun.

19th july:interview by WKRZ radio station live!

24th july:semi finals at junction 8.

and of course,if we'll make it in the semi finals,we'll proceed to the finals la.just hoping that we'll do well and we hope that our frens and families will be there to support us and vote for us with their handphones.we pray to be the champions.we hope that you all support us.

D!nKy

TONY TOO PAIN THEN HE DIE

2005-07-06T03:46:00.000-07:00

ok,ok.updates...

alright.yesterday was a normal school day as usual.had geography remedial after school.if i'm not wrong,i went home at about 3:30pm.i went home and felt so relieved.school today was boring.went back home,wash up and lie on the bed and waited for her*.

we met at 6:30pm but the time we promised ourselves was 6pm.it's because i was confused whether it was lakeside or jurong east mrt.i went back and forth these two stations to be sure and yeah,two bapoks sang to me in the mrt.eeyyyerrr!!!

headed to esplanade,i mean,durian palace.my favourite place in singapore.we went there to see the official opening but there was like nothing going on eventhough there was like nice things around,structures and a whole lot of security gaurds.we just cant see what's happening there.in the end,walked to merlion lah,here and there and everywhere.nevermind,at least with her*.

we had fun there despite not being able to see some stars around.we talked this and that the usual things we talk about.so long since i've done that.i think.nevermind.she* went all the way to boon lay when she was supposed to go down lakeside just to take 178 to her* home.nevermind,longer company.and yeah,she* took her bus and thats it for the day.before that,i mean like in the afternoon,i got news from fiza saying,

AMBER AND ME ARE IN THE SEMIs.

ya.thats it,amber and me are into the semi finals of the school of rock.wohoo~

today.also nothing much in school.the usual faces i see everyday.the fsp.the teachers.everything went as what the time table told us to do.mr teo's physics was damn boring.i prefer mdm lee better but not miss cheong la.please.mdm lee the best!and then after school we had mother tongue 'o' levels oral exam.nervous was what i felt.seriously,nervous.so went through it and yeah,the conversation was about tuisyen and extreme sports.so,a smile i had.okaylah the oral thingy and amber and me a talk after school.things to discuss about the semi finals.we're gonna meet again tomorrow and find the sound cause amber and me are gonna compose our own song for the semi finals.

we really hope people would come down and support anber and me at the semi finals.we really hope you will be there!

dInKy